SOMEWHERE IN THE NIGHT

 

by

gm

 

 

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SECTION ONE -- Policy and Operations -- administration/coordinating operations

SECTION TWO -- Operations and Enforcement -- field operations/ debriefing/ counter-intelligence  

SECTION THREE -- Enforcement and Communications – couriers/ information exchange

SECTION FOUR -- Communications and Security -- communications network/ translation/ PR

SECTION FIVE -- Security and Personnel -- internal and external security/  detraining/ financial-bookkeeping

SECTION SIXMedical

SECTION SEVEN -- Camouflage and Deception   R&D

SECTION EIGHT -- labs -- chemical, forensic

 

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Sec 4 #1 -- Neil Craft

Sec 5 #2 -- Kyle Warner

Sec 4 #3 -- Kini Takamatsu

Sec 4 #4 -- Dori Price

Sec 5 team -- Ty Kalakaua and Cyril Smith

 

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March 1971

 

PROLOGUE

“It’s a family affair.”

 

 

Just inside the door of Illya’s office, Napoleon Solo stopped abruptly, watching his intent partner.  Illya was huddled close to a cute, pert Asian girl.  The two of them looked like teens crowding to listen to the latest Beatle record on a small transistor radio.  No, the Beatles broke up, Kuryakin continually lamented, he remembered.  More importantly, Illya and Kini Takamatsu, were engaged in far more urgent matters than listening to the latest rock-and-roll 45.

 

She put her head against Illya’s.  Tipping one earpiece away from his ear, she made a comment.  All Solo could hear was something about Led Zeppelin.  He smiled wryly.  The senior agent tangibly felt the generation gap from across the room.

 

As he ambled over to the desk to peer over their shoulders, he appreciated the cute, young translator and pondered how to approach her for a date.  Section Four operatives were only occasional visitors to Section Two levels and he did not know Takamatsu well.  That was no requirement, of course, to asking a fetching woman out on a date.  Proximity, though, did help in acquiring companionship.  She was a bit on the young side, and probably more suited to Illya’s tastes than his, but there was only one way to find out.  He’d just have to ask her what she was doing after their mission tonight.

 

He had to smile at the absorbed concentration emanating from his partner.  The blond Russian focused keenly on his task.  Illya loved new challenges, and this one was proving to be a tough one.  All he could offer was his appreciation of Illya’s tenacity and dedication to a cause.  And his eagerness to tackle tough tests.  Languages were not easy for Solo.  Understanding the principles of leadership, he accepted he couldn’t know and do everything.  So he leaned on the expertise of others in the organization.  Section Four handled these kinds of details so it was not something he worried about.

 

Kuryakin noted his arrival and shook his head, removing the headphones.  “It is no use, Napoleon.  I can not master it by tonight.”

 

Takamatsu removed her headphones and smiled at him.  “You’re doing so well, Illya.”

 

The smile was cute and appealing in a nice, kid-sister way.  Small of stature and thin, Kini’s dark, exotic, Pacific heritage, mixed-race features gave her a striking appearance.  The sympathetic look she gave his partner was very attractive.  Too bad it was directed at Illya.

 

Offering her an absent-minded expression of tolerance, Kuryakin could not overcome the frustration of his failure.  “This will not work.”

 

As an excuse, Kini favored him with eyes wide and empathetic.  “Illya is a keen study, Napoleon, but I’m afraid he’s right.  Tagolag is a bit tricky.  If he’s expected to converse with your contact tonight, I don’t think he’s ready.”  To the blond, she tilted her head and smiled, “But I’ve never seen such a fast study.”

 

The body language, the tone, the expression -- signposts she already had a crush on the conquering Russian.  Inwardly sighing; all being fair in love, war and partnerships, he pushed past the romantic fantasies with this exotic beauty and concentrated on the mission.  “Well, we can hardly fly in an operative from the Philippines,” Solo scowled as he sat on the edge of the desk.

 

“I checked for you,” she smiled engagingly.  “The nearest Section Two operative fluent in Tagolog is in the New Mexico office.  I doubt you could fly her here in time.”

 

“I hate to scrub the mission.”  He sighed.

 

“Let me be the contact,” she suggested simply.

 

“No,” Illya instantly refuted.

 

Hiding a grin at the chivalrous attitude, knowing the cute young woman had captured more than one heart in the room, Solo added his objections.  “Sorry, Kini.  You’re not Section --“

 

“You boys are so territorial,” she sniffed reprovingly with an air of superiority.  “Too proud to call in an expert from another department.”

 

“Too protective of your pretty little head,” Solo corrected firmly.  He paced, in nervous habit twisting his iolite pinky ring, unhappy with the direction the mission was going.  Time was short, and he was going to have to make hard choices.  “This is a dangerous operation.  That’s why they call in the tough guys like us.  No non-field operatives need apply.”

 

Kini stood and leaned against the desk.  “I don’t think you have a choice.”  She focused on his hands.  “Nice ring.  A soul connector.”

 

“What?” Solo asked, perplexed, dragging his mind from concentration on the mission to her strange comment.

 

“The gem.”  She took his hand and studied the blue jewel closely.  “I’m into crystal power and all that jazz.  Iolite is called the soul connector.”  She gave him a crooked smile.  “Was this a gift?”

 

“Yes.”  He wasn’t about to reveal it had been a very special gift from Illya.  Not just a hansom piece of jewelry, but within its facet was hidden a tiny transmitter so whenever he was in trouble Illya would be able to track him.  “A thoughtful gift.”  He didn’t look at his partner, but felt Illya’s eyes on him.

 

“Then you and the giver are bonded through your souls,” she smiled.

 

“Profoundly accurate I think.”  With a glance at his friend, acknowledging the bond with the Russian was as deep as if they were brothers related by birth, he felt pleased at this added piece of trivia confirming their link even on a mystic level.  “How appropriate.”

 

“Surprising what little tidbits I can bring to a case, isn’t it?” Her smile sparkled.  She turned to give a surprisingly tough look to the Russian.  “You know where I’ll be if you change your mind.”  She started to gather up the audio equipment into a box.  Belatedly, Illya thought to help and stood to assist.  “Just don’t wait too long, I have a date for seven-thirty.”  Her smile, her eyes, glistened.  “I’d hate to cancel on short notice.  I hear that’s the prerogative of Section Two agents.”

 

When she left he swore Illya sighed. 

 

Amused, Solo just shook his head.  “You didn’t move fast enough apparently.”

 

“Yes.  Pity.  But I, too, already have a previous engagement.”

 

“You do?”

 

“The courier.  Don’t worry, I was not going to stand you up on this assignment.  However, if I was forced to choose between you and Kini for the evening --“

 

“Yeah, I know.  Don’t tell me, I don’t take rejection well.”  He sighed, picking up a pencil, tapping it on the desk -- a physical expression of his racing mind.  He finally flipped the pencil into the air, caught it, tossed it on the desk, and returned to pacing, twisting his ring.  “So, what do you suggest?”

 

“Asking Kini to help tonight,” he glumly offered.  “At this short notice,” he glanced at his watch, “we have little choice.”

 

Solo patted his shoulder.  “You did your best.  Lin is a shifty character, though, and we can’t trust him completely with the courier.  You have to be able to understand what the courier is saying.”

 

“I know.”

 

That means at --”

 

“Yes, I know, at least a passing understanding of Tagolag. which I could not master.”

 

“I hate to involve office personnel.”

 

“Yes.  Aside from the danger, there’s that old pride thing,” he wryly agreed.

 

“More Section Two insults. Goes with the job, Mr. K.”

 

Illya tapped the ring and commented wryly, “At least I know you will be close by.”

 

“Always.”  Solo studied the sparkling blue stone for a moment.  “Soul connector, huh?  Well, I suppose it fits.  It’s come in handy several times when you’ve been nice enough to use it to rescue me from some terrible fate.”

 

“Luckily, I will not need to do that tonight.  You are the one who will be required to make any rescues.”

 

“I hope not, partner.  I’d rather have this operation go flawlessly.”

 

Kuryakin gave a slight salute.  “By your command.”

 

 

***

 

After asking for and receiving Takamatsu’s inclusion on the assignment, Solo emerged from the translation department, nearly collided with Dori Price, a shapely, petit redheaded translator from Toronto who continually sidestepped his flirting.  Obviously, she had a boyfriend, but Napoleon’s habits and sense of humor urged him to engage in the game anyway.   Besides, she was cute when objecting to his byplay.  Before he could start his usual game of flirting, she opened the conversation with a stern question.

 

“Is Kini really going with you tonight?” 

 

The concern was genuine, and he remembered Price and Kini were friends.  Dori showed more common sense than her colleague and never expressed any inclination toward volunteering for field assignments.  Some people were completely content to stay behind the scenes in the relative safety of HQ.  Anxiety for her adventurous friend was natural.

 

“We’ll have her back in one piece.  Promise.”  He crossed his heart.

 

Her green eyes indicated heavy skepticism.  Without comment, she nodded a farewell and entered her department room.

 

When he was joined in the corridor by Kuryakin, Solo quietly muttered that the mission had gone much too easy so far.  It almost made him superstitious. 

 

This earned him a glower from the Russian.  “You are jinxing the mission,” Illya darkly warned.  “What do you mean?”

 

Kini, like many other agents running UNCLE inside HQ, Solo explained, was overly anxious to be out in the field; experience the glamour, excitement, and thrill known to Section Two agents on a daily basis. 

 

“Misguided,” Illya muttered with a tsk.  “They are too gullible to believe the office gossip.  If they only knew the drudgery.”

 

“Not to mention the joys of torture.”

 

“Or stake outs.”

 

Abruptly, they were road-blocked by two men.  Section Four, communications and translations, team leader Neil Craft -- a tall, fit man with red, wavy hair and sharp blue eyes.  And Craft’s friend, Kyle Warner, a big, beefy man older than Solo, who looked more a linebacker than the head of Section Five.  Warner was known as the top headhunter in NYHQ.  Investigating internal and external security with an enviable record of success -- a man not to be trifled with.  The glamour and high adventure reputedly belonged to Section Two.  Everyday agents throughout the world, though, depended on the skill of Section Five operatives for their real safety and security in keeping operatives secure.

 

Both men wore stormy expressions and Solo braced himself for a verbal wrestling match.  Kini was so right.  Section Two was territorial, but that didn’t compare to the defensive -- protective -- attitude of the other departments when squaring off with Section Two.

 

“You have no right to ask one of my operatives on a field assignment without clearing it through me, Solo!” Craft nearly spat.

 

Down to last names.  Not a good sign.  Neil really was angry, and he wondered if it was more to do with personal territorialism rather than a field operation.  The thought was hardly irrelevant, but he would not be sidetracked.

 

“Neil, we have a mission that requires a specialist --“

 

“Too dangerous.”

 

Warner gestured a big, thick hand toward Illya.  “Kuryakin knows languages --“

 

“But I failed to master Tagolog this afternoon,” was his snappy, slightly defensive admission.  “Thus, the need for assistance from your department.”

 

“It’s a family affair,” Solo commented mildly, trying to defuse the anger.

 

“I won’t sanction it,” Craft flatly refused, daring the head of Section Two to defy him.

 

This was not an isolated incident.  Certainly not the first time another section leader felt slighted because of the power and authority wielded by Section Two.  Everyone in UNCLE played a vital role, but it was the field agents out there on the front lines who made things happen most of the time.  And took the hits, the deaths, when things went wrong.  Thus, their almost blanket priority when in need of assistance from other departments -- and the occasional irritation from the other section chiefs.

 

“Kini volunteered,” Illya defended.

 

Napoleon cut quickly to the bottom line.  “I accepted her generous offer.  We’ll have her back in time for her date tonight.”

 

Craft seized onto his arm with a punishing grip.  The violence in his eyes was burning.  So startling, Napoleon noted/felt Kuryakin, beside him, stiffen protectively.  Just in case there was a brawl, the Russian as ready to take on the over-sized opposition.  Other agents were hovering in doorways watching the quietly intense conflict.  This would be the latest fiery gossip for the rest of the day throughout HQ.


Napoleon took it all in on a periphery level, his attention focused on his antagonist.  His eyes narrowed shrewdly.  “Back for the date with whomever.”  He snapped his arm away.

 

Craft held the stare for a moment.  “I’m taking this to the top.”

 

“Shall I come along?” Solo’s voice was superior and cold.  “Or do you want to hear the bad news alone?”  He closed the distance, looking up into the near face of the angry counterpart.  “I can’t tell you the details, but it’s a vital mission.”

 

“They always are,” Warner scoffed dismissively.

 

“You want to take this up with Waverly, go ahead,” he challenged.  “If you want to apologize later I’ll be in my office.”

 

He stepped away and strode off, Kuryakin beside him.  He could feel the stiff anger from his companion -- felt it himself over the confrontation.

 

“Bad form,” the Russian muttered.

 

“Yes.”  He pondered, trying to work through the irritation quickly.  He had a lot of other duties to focus on now besides inter-departmental squabbles.  “Interesting reaction.”

 

“The affront some people have -- demanding they are right.  Such displays make it unpleasant for those of us who know we are right.”

 

Napoleon couldn’t help smiling at the typical Kuryakin-esque tone and comment.  Slighted by the aggressive insults of Craft and Warner, Illya fought back with acid wit.  He was miffed his skills were questioned.  He was protective in his own territorial rights.  Always quick to come to his defense when attacked by others, Illya never hesitated to insult him personally if Solo needed it.  When it came to Section Two verses other departments, though, Illya’s allegiance was unquestioned; his protectiveness as stanch as a grumpy Russian bear.  Not to mention this operation was his brainchild.  His perfectionism demanded it come off well.

 

“Don’t let them get under your skin,” he sighed as they stepped into the elevator.  “Another one of your brilliant plans.”

 

“There is nothing wrong with the plan,” the blond insisted unnecessarily.

 

“I know.  Everything will be fine.”

 

 

***

 

 

“Illya, I have a confession to make.”

 

“Usually when a girl tells me that, in the dark, I am immediately suspicious.”

 

Laughing, Takamatsu instantly covered her mouth.  “Sorry.”

 

“It’s all right.  Lin isn’t due here for a few more minutes.”  He put a comforting arm around her shoulders.  “More time to spend with you in our secluded rendezvous.”

 

Shaking her head, she rolled her eyes.  “I never understand how you Section Two guys can be so blithe.  This is scary.”

 

Waverly had sided with Solo about the need to have a top Tagolag expert in on the meet tonight.  There had never been a question that such a request would be sanctioned.  This was an important case and at the top of the chain of command, Waverly expected all his employees to cooperate with each other in whatever necessary degree to get the job done.  Considering he, and Solo to a lesser degree, sent men and women out every day to face danger, frequently death, quibbling over personnel red tape seemed trivial and ridiculous.

 

It was hardly trivial to Neil Craft, who had been in HQ when they left.  Illya felt irritation at the petty maneuvering, but dismissed it quickly.  Interoffice politics was never something he wasted time over.  When it could mean his life just walking out of his apartment, he didn’t bother with small grievances.

 

She bit her lip, a fetching and attractive trait.  With her almond eyes and exotic, Polynesian/Filipino/Japanese features, she was pleasant to study at a distance, but even better at close range.  Her bright personality made her -- or so he heard from office gossip -- one of the most popular girls in Section Four. 

 

Enticed to take advantage of the situation, Kuryakin resisted.  Next time he teased Napoleon about working his hobby -- women -- while on the job, he would remember this temptation.  Focus on the job now.  Tomorrow, after the debriefings, he could always ask her out.  He wondered why Napoleon hadn’t beaten him to the question.  Craft, he suspected.  Neil Craft was possessive and protective of her.  Probably not worth the conflict to make the play.  There were so many other women for Solo to choose from at HQ.

 

“So what’s your confession?” he asked to get his mind off her alluring presence.

 

“I told you.  I’m scared.”

 

“Is that all?” he dismissed.  “This is a simple courier meet.  Rest assured.  My plan is a good one.  Napoleon’s daringly brilliant skill has extricated us from the clutches of evil more times than I can count.” 

 

She giggled. 

 

“And your Uncle Napoleon is never far away,”

 

Takamatsu gave off a little yelp.  “Oh, I forgot you’re listening, Napoleon.”

 

“He is an unreformed and habitual voyeur.  Always eavesdropping and spying on people.”

 

“I think that’s our job description,” the senior agent sighed audibly.  “And don’t worry, Kini, we’ve got you covered.  You are in the very best of hands with Illya.”

 

“Thanks.”

 

“For what?”

 

“Distracting me so I wouldn’t be so scared.”  Shivering, she leaned against Illya.  “This is sure a lot different from home.”

 

“Tired of the big city already?” Napoleon sighed.  “And I thought you were smitten by our urban charm.”

 

“When I left Honolulu I never expected to be here in a dark alley, in the cold, waiting to meet a spy.”

 

“Join UNCLE and see the bright spots of the world,” Illya supplied.

 

“A car is approaching,” Solo crisply related, his tone all business now.  “Just do your job, Kini and we’ll take care of the rest.”

 

It was a simple plan.  Illya and Kini would meet with the courier.  They would transact the deal and get out of the way, letting the rest of the team handle the capture of the dealer, Lin, and contraband.  His responsibility was to keep Kini out of the way after her role in the mission was over.

 

Shots echoed near Kuryakin’s head in abrupt and fast succession.  Grabbing Takamatsu, Illya crouched low and raced to the end of the alley.  What had gone wrong?  He didn’t know.  Leave that to Napoleon for right now.  Around the back corner, there was an UNCLE car.  He would get Takamatsu inside the armored vehicle, then go back and help his partner.

 

The truck was upon them before he could think.  He twisted, trying to turn their course in mid-run.  Blindly, he fired into the windshield as he ran.  Gunshots poured from the open window of the cab.  He felt Kini stumble.  The bumper caught both of them on the right sides and flung them into the nearby brick building.  Rolling in the grimy, wet alley, Illya tried to catch his breath, every bit of air an agonized pressure in his chest.  Vision fuzzy, he tried to focus on Takamatsu.  The girl was still, crumpled near the building.  He heard the crack of small weapons fire; the familiar, subdued shots of an UNCLE Special nearby.  With painful effort, he edged over toward the fallen agent.

 

 

***

 

Gunshots ringed Napoleon in his cubbyhole on the steps of the carpet company across from the alley.  He leaped to safety behind some trashcans and returned fire amid a barrage of bullets zinging his way.  The ambush was expert and deadly.  For them, at least.  So Lin double-crossed them.  He must have been working the plan for a long time to be this organized.  Why go to the effort, he wondered as he fought for his life?  And what happened to Illya and Kini?

 

He took down two opponents before a bullet ricocheted off the brick wall and plastered the side of his head with the shrapnel of tiny brick shards.  Running/stumbling across the street, he fired as he moved.  One eye was blurred from blood, his balance off, his vision distorted by dizziness, he managed to kill the third gunman on the run as he nearly fell into the alley.  Leaning on the building, fumbling in his pocket, he withdrew the communicator, called for his back-up team to move in, then called HQ for a medical unit.

 

Breathlessly, Solo lurched along the wall and into the alley hoping to see Illya and Kini safely ensconced in the UNCLE coupe.  When he spotted the inert bodies on the ground, his heart nearly stopped.  Falling, staggering over, he called out his partner’s name.  Kneeling at Illya’s side, he sighed with relief when he noted Illya still breathing, his eyes open.

 

“Where are you hurt?”

 

“Side.  I’m embarrassed.  Hit by a truck.”

 

Blinking hard to focus bleary eyes, Solo gently touched his face.  “You’re going to have a nasty headache, too.”  He did a quick exam, satisfying himself that there were no bullet holes or more obviously fatal injuries.  Blood on the side of the head indicated lacerations, but Illya could see, hear and respond.  That was good.  Internal injuries worried him.  “Don’t move, I’ll be right back.”

 

Dreading to draw closer, he approached Takamatsu slowly, already seeing the dark ooze puddling under her body.  Tenderly he turned her head and winced at the misshapen, bleeding gash on the side of her face.

 

 

***

 

“Hi.”

 

Lost in retrospection, Solo glanced up from the intense study of the floor and gave his friend a weak smile.  He hadn’t noticed Illya coming to consciousness.  Usually, that was what he waited for in these unwelcome vigils.  Tonight, sitting in the chair near the bed, he had so much more on his mind. 

 

Illya would be fine, thankfully.  He cleared his throat with a sigh.  “Hi yourself.  How are you feeling?”

 

“I am fine.  Except for the headache.  You, however, are very fuzzy.”

 

At this droll remark, Napoleon smiled.  “You have a concussion and two broken ribs.”  He wearily came to his feet and leaned on the side of the bed.  “You’ll be all right.  They want to keep you overnight --“

 

“For observation.  Yes, I know the drill.  Thank you for the warning.”  He touched his forehead.  “Stitches?”

 

“Only two this time.”

 

“Good.”  He gestured to his partner’s face.  The bandage on the American’s forehead, the various cuts on the cheeks, indicated he had not emerged unscathed from the battle.  “I’m still ahead for this month.”  Illya squinted, as if trying to see clearly.  “Kini?”

 

Napoleon shook his head, winced, rubbed his temple, and blinked his eyes as if having a hard time focusing.

 

“Concussion?” Illya guessed, knowing the symptoms all too well from inside and outside the injury.

 

“Mild. You win that contest this time, too.”  He hated moments like this -- they had shared too many of them.  On the bright side, Illya was still around to share them.  “Kini wasn’t so lucky,” came a barely whispered sigh.  “Serious head wound.”

 

The pain of this loss was sharp for both of them.  They had brought her into the operation, against the fervent objections of her section chief.  They had allowed a rookie, non-field operative -- under their care -- to be damaged.  HIS care, Napoleon silently corrected.

 

Reading his mood, Kuryakin refuted the blame.  I should have protected her, moi brat,“ he breathed out in irritation.  A comment of regret for his inability to do his job to the fullest.  An affectionate reminder that, at times like these, Napoleon really was as a brother -- more -- sharing emotions on a level no one else could understand.

 

“It wasn’t your fault,” the American snapped back quietly, but with an edge to his sympathetic tone. 

 

“And it was yours?” Kuryakin boomeranged the guilty condemnation.  “I was with her --“

 

“And I was running this --”  the shout reverberated around the walls of the sterile room like an echoing voice of doom.  Abruptly pressing his lips together, Solo stared at the ceiling for a moment, steadying his breathing, then finally looked back at his friend.  “Get some rest,” he quietly admonished.  “There’s nothing we can do about it now.”  He patted Illya’s arm and departed.

 

Kuryakin watched his slumped shoulders as he walked out, and growled under his breath, muttering Russian expletives as he pounded a fist on the bed.  “You wear guilt as an ill fitting cloak,” he finally spoke to the closed door.  “You bleed too much, moi brat.”

 

 

***

 

 

After an annoying medical exam, Illya refused to be confined for overnight observation.  Dressing in undamaged clothes Solo had left him, he went in search of his partner.  The American was deeply disturbed by the fouled mission and Illya was concerned.  Although Napoleon promised to be back and retrieve him, as always when he was in the hospital, Illya was too impatient to wait.  His friend was taking this to heart, the guilt a pressing weight on his shoulders.

 

When Illya couldn’t find his partner in the office, he immediately returned to the hospital wing.  Not surprisingly, he spotted a familiar -- solo -- figure pacing the hall near Recovery.  Hands in pockets, head sunk low, Napoleon was the picture of dejected moroseness as he slowly ambled down the corridor.  Sighing, Illya hastily strode down the quiet walkway, his shoes the only sound; clicking like symbols in a string quartet -- loud and disturbing in the tomb-like silence of the sterile halls.

 

For a moment, he stood next to his friend, assessing the solemn expression on the worn face.  Napoleon was taking this harder than expected.  Feeling responsible.  There was little the Russian could offer in the way of solace.  So, for a time, he simply stood there, nearly touching shoulders with his partner, sharing the silent dread in this all too familiar place of shattered lives.

 

“You should still be in medical,” came the subdued, troubled observation.  Solo assessed him with a critical, knowing eye.  “Back to bad habits.  Releasing yourself.”

 

“There is nothing the doctor can do for broken ribs.”  He gestured to his partner’s bandaged forehead.  “Speaking of releasing yourself.”

 

“Already took my aspirin.”

 

“No word?” he finally asked in little more than a whisper.  His tone conveying the empathy and distress he wanted to share.

 

Solo shook his head, staring down at the bland linoleum.  “Surgery went well.  Doctor Gregory thinks Kini might live.”  He sighed and rubbed a hand across his eyes.  “If she does . . . .” he shook his head.  “The skull fracture is bad.  She may not be the same . . . . “ his forlorn voice trailed away, his eyes aching with sharp sorrow.  “Neil and Kyle are in there now.”

 

“This is not your fault, my friend,” Illya quietly commiserated.  “You must not take it so hard.”

 

“She’s so bright and funny.”  He wiped away an errant tear at the corner of an eye.  “Neil wants to kill me.  I think he’s is in love with her.”

 

Groaning, Illya shook his head.  “I suspected as much.  Unfortunate.” 

 

There was a reason why UNCLE strongly discouraged fraternization between agents.  There were actually strict rules covering male and female Section Two agents.  While other sections also held specific involvement sanctions, he knew of many casual flirtations and various liaisons.  Marriage was something the administration deterred when possible, keeping with a policy against operatives married to other agents.  Frequently this profession was balanced in the world of life and death conflict and danger.  Emotional complications made close personal relationships too much of a risk.  

 

The entanglement was sobering.  He knew how complex his life was trying to balance his job requirements and his anxiety for his partner.  When Napoleon was in danger it colored everything differently on a mission.  What must Craft feel for them since they had hurt -- possibly permanently damaged -- the one he loved?  He sympathized with the Section Four leader, but his own loyalty here was required for the person closest to him.  Obliquely, he recognized the ironic parallel of the situation.  They were all far too entangled with personal emotions to think clearly.  Neil for a girl he loved.  Himself, concerned about his partner.  Between the two factions feelings were running high and he wondered at an imminent blow-up between the section heads.

 

This was not Napoleon’s fault, although his American friend was shouldering the burden of the debacle.  They could not be blamed for a mishap.  If anything, HE should be the one blamed.

 

“This was my idea --“

 

Sagging against the wall, Napoleon sighed deeply.  “And you were right,” Solo confirmed with conviction.  “It was necessary.”  The words were bitter indictments.  “Funny how we justify so much with that word.” 

 

“Lin was my contact.  I never saw a double-cross coming.”

 

Napoleon shrugged in absolution.

 

“His Asian contacts must have given him a better offer.”  Solo didn’t bother to respond, but continued to stare at the floor.  Irritated and feeling culpable, Kuryakin continued his speculations.  “We will know when I find Lin.  And rest assured I will compel him to reveal all.”

 

Solo looked at him with the dawn of interest.  “I’m sure you will.  Interrogation is one of your best skills.”

 

Illya knew the banter was not penetrating the solid film of guilt around his friend.  “This is not your fault.”

 

Dashing a quick, but warm lilt of a near-smile, he acknowledged, “Thanks anyway.  This was my responsibility.”  He leaned his head back against the wall and stared at the ceiling.  “I hate this part of the job.”

 

“It is part of the risk we face.”  Hoping to ease some of his friend’s anguish, he reminded, “Part of the work is danger.  It is an outcome all must expect.  Even those in the office.  Those volunteering to go into the field are usually most at risk.  She was there at her own accord, Napoleon.  We didn’t compel her to go.”

 

“No, we just promised to bring her back safely.”

 

Unable to follow that up with anything profound, comforting or pithy, he remained silent, slumping against the wall to mimic his friend.  It was a nasty conclusion to a bad night.  All they could do was accept the loss and move on.  Not easy. 

 

Finally, Solo sighed again.  “There’s nothing you can do here.  Why don’t you go home?”  He glanced over and wryly offered, “You look done in.”

 

“I could say the same to you,” Illya countered soberly. 

 

“You have the broken ribs.”

 

“You were grazed.”

 

Fondly patting his arm, Napoleon glanced back at the doors to Recovery.  “I have to stay.”

 

“No you don’t.”

 

At the stern tone, Solo glanced over and almost smiled.   “Really, I do, mother.  Debriefing.”

 

In the press of after-crisis details, Kuryakin forgot about the necessary evil of post-mission debriefs.  His involvement in the night’s events were taken care of in a verbal report -- already delivered to Section One.  Since the serious injury of a Section Four agent had occurred, both Solo and Craft were due in a preliminary debriefing with Ian Rawlings, the stiff, proper British Number Two Section One of New York.  In the morning, there would be another post-mission meeting over the debacle -- this time with Waverly.  For now, Rawlings would handle the immediate situation.  Gone were the days when Waverly was required to be in the building seemingly at all times day or night.  More and more, Rawlings took over the mission duties that did not require the personal attention of Number One Section One.

 

“Thanks anyway.”

 

The grateful acknowledgement in the brown eyes communicated that the compassion and regret Illya felt were clearly understood and accepted for what they were worth.  And the slight relaxation of the tense expression told him his companionship and solace were indeed prized.  He would like to reach over and offer something more substantial -- an arm around the shoulder, a touch -- a physical comfort that imparted the deep ache he felt for Kini and those who loved her.  For his friend, who was accepting the full burden of responsibility for the mission-gone-wrong. Instead, Kuryakin just offered a nod, hoping everything he needed to say was in the expression and inflections that would somehow be deeper and more profound than words.  His chance to express more was interrupted when the double doors of Recovery swung open and Kyle Warner and Neil Craft strode into the hall.  Both glared at them, then seared Napoleon with unmitigated hatred singeing their eyes.

 

“I hope you’re happy now, Solo,” Craft snarled.  “Kini is barely alive.”

 

“You know this is not what I wanted --“

 

“I know anytime Section Two is involved anybody is expendable.”  He shot a glare at Kuryakin.  “Except you and your favorite Russian.  Everyone else better be paid up on their health insurance.  Or life insurance.”

 

Illya would not stand for any more of this nonsense.  “We did everything we possibly could --“

 

Warner, taller and more muscled than the slender blond, threateningly leaned over Illya.  “Except save Kini!”

 

“She’s still alive,” Kuryakin offered.

 

Craft viciously turned on him.  “Kini is going to live, yeah, but she won’t have complete function of her mind anymore thanks to the brain damage.”

 

While the news was depressing and unfortunate, Illya remained neutrally composed.  Solo flinched, taking the summary to heart. 

 

“She’ll be a mental case thanks to you!”  Craft advanced, with his palm on Solo’s shoulder he shoved the senior agent to the wall.  “I will get you for this.” 

 

In a blur of motion, Napoleon twisted the bigger man around, pinning him, chest against the wall.  Warner stepped forward to aid his friend, but before he could take another stride, Illya had him by the collar and slammed him into the opposite wall.

 

“I think everyone needs to calm down,” Napoleon ordered sharply with deadly calm.  “What happened to Kini is unfortunate.  In a field operation, it happens.  We all know that.  Any member of this organization, in any section, is at risk every day.  We’re sorry it happened to a non-field agent.  Illya and I did everything we could to protect her --“

 

“Shut up!” Craft growled.  “I’ve had it with your pretty speeches, Solo.  I will get you for this!  I promise!”

 

Napoleon yanked him away and shoved him down the hall, then motioned for Illya to do the same with his captive.  Both operatives seemed ready to fight, but Kyle Warner regained control of his anger and pushed his friend toward the elevators.

 

Napoleon turned to Illya, who was holding his ribs, trying not to show how much they hurt after the minor altercation.  “I’m driving you home.”

 

“I’m fine,” he insisted, through clenched teeth.

 

“No, you’re not.”  It was a stern and stubborn tone matching the cloudy expression.  

 

The communicator in Solo’s pocket beeped and he responded wearily.  “Solo here.”

 

“Mr. Rawlings requests your presence in briefing room three immediately,” came the voice of a Section One secretary.

 

Scowling, Napoleon responded, “I’ll be there.”  He clicked the channel closed and stared at Illya for a moment, fatigue and regret heavy in the brown eyes.  “Sorry.”

 

The Russian could out-stubborn the American on most days, but he didn’t want to push it tonight.  “I’ll wait for you in my office.”

 

Solo glanced at the retreating forms of his sudden enemies.  “No, I think this is going to take a long time.”  Deeply troubled, he finally tore his eyes away from the two angry agents.  Then he looked back, his air sympathetic and sad.  His eyes softened as he studied his friend.  “You go home and rest.  I’ll need you beside me in fighting form tomorrow, I’m afraid.  I have a bad feeling this operation is going to have serious repercussions.”

 

“I can stay --“

 

Solemnly, resolutely, he shook his head.  “Thanks.  Always nice to have an ally.  Those ranks seem to be diminishing, don’t they?”

 

“Not really.”

 

Smiling, Napoleon patted his shoulder and for a moment squeezed it tightly.  “I -- uh -- “ with a nervous, self-conscious laugh, he shook his head.  “Tonight has been tragic and scary.  And typically, you would probably say, I’m thinking selfishly.”

 

Kuryakin shook his head, then held onto his temples regretting the natural gesture.  “What do you mean?”

 

“I’ve never thought I could get close to anyone.”  Solo actually blushed and shook his head, embarrassed.  “After tonight, I’m reminded again how precarious our lives are.  It just seems important to let you know this.  I surrounded myself with acquaintances.  I wanted everyone to be meaningless because of something like this happening.  And I thought I needed to be strong and solo,” he almost laughed.  “Now all I need is you.  Thanks for always being here for me.”

 

Throat dry, Illya wanted to say something -- anything in support and response.  He found it impossible to counter aloud with the profound sympathy and affection he felt for his partner.  Moments like these, it came down to the two of them against the world.  He firmly believed that was all they would ever need -- each other -- to win against anything.  How could he put that into any kind of verbal language? 

 

Solo’s communicator beeped and he reluctantly responded.  The moment was broken, and Illya grew irritated when Rawlings’s commands over the communicator ordered Napoleon to the briefing room immediately.  As with so many times in this business, he had run out of precious minutes -- no more opportunity to say things he should, things he wanted to and usually couldn’t bring himself to declare.  Napoleon was his closest friend, his North Star and center and yet he could never really express those sentiments.  On a night like this, it seemed important to reaffirm what he felt and make sure his partner knew.  Particularly when they witnessed the loss of someone.  And Napoleon made it so clear how much he needed Illya’s support.  Why couldn’t the closed Russian reveal his own dependency?  Because deep inside his inhibitions still told him speaking of dependency admitted vulnerability?  Saying such things aloud in these halls might somehow diminish his reputation or his fierce independence? 

 

When Solo clicked off on the silver pen, his face reflected the dread and sorrow.  “Guess my time is up.”

 

“I’ll go with you,” the Russian offered, trying to buy more time between them -- offer a tangible support in lieu of the emotional encouragement he could not voice.

 

“You’re going home,” Solo insisted, taking him by the arm and walking with determination toward the elevator.

 

When the doors opened, Kuryakin held his ground.  He stared at Napoleon for a moment, knowing the tone was not right anymore, but he had to get this out.

 

“I can say the same of you,” he simply replied with deep sincerity.  “Thank you for always being here for me.” Once said, it was an admission less than he felt, but more than he thought he could reveal.  “Let me be here for you.”

 

“Thanks.”  Momentarily, the tension and pain lifted from the brown eyes and there was a warmth in them that few on the planet ever saw.  “There’s no reason for you to stay.  And you need your beauty sleep.  Get someone from transportation to drive you home.”

 

“I am fine, Napoleon.  You worry too much.”

 

“Partner’s prerogative.”

 

Illya nodded, knowing he was guilty of the same weakness.  “Now, promise you will come by after the briefing.”  Solo hesitated.  “No matter how late.”

 

Fondly, Solo patted him again.  “Ah, the mark of a true friend -- a listening ear and a ready bottle of something strong.”  Taking in a deep breath, he looked into the empty elevator.  “I’ll be there as soon as I can.”

 

Illya nodded.  “And be careful.  Craft is emotional and unpredictable.  He wants us very dead.”

 

Smiling at the dramatic interpretation, he nodded, “Yes, his threats were quite clear.  And while he’d like to complete them in a literal sense, I think he might be gearing up for a professional assassination by tomorrow.”

 

“We did nothing wrong!” he adamantly reiterated.  “I should stay --“

 

“Go home,” he urged, pushing Illya’s shoulder as gentle motivation.  “One of us should get a decent night’s sleep.  Then you can cover for me with the paperwork tomorrow,” he winked.  The dejected tone belayed the flippant words.

 

“You’re coming over as soon as you’re done here.”

 

“I promise.”

 

Hesitating to leave his friend alone in this mood, he recognized the logic that he had no reason to stay.  That his physical limitations already left him worn out and of little benefit here.  He would be more useful later when they would talk and drink the night away in commiseration of the soured mission.

 

Stepping inside the elevator, Kuryakin strove to think of something hopeful or profound or uplifting to say.  When they stopped at the Section One level, Solo departed with a nod.  Illya watched the doors close on the dejected, retreating figure, depressed at the separation.

 

 

***

 

 

Weary in mind and soul, Napoleon braked the car at the driveway of the UNCLE garage.  He didn’t want to go to Illya’s and rehash the mission on an emotional level.  Nor did he think sitting around the Russian’s living room drinking would help.  Where else would he go, though?  His gravitation center in times of joy or sorrow was always the same.  His partner.  Turning right, he headed for home.

 

When his communicator buzzed he reluctantly responded, hoping it was not another detail about the mission.  He wanted to go home and forget the debacle for a few hours.

“Solo here.”

 

“We have a message that came in for you.”  He recognized the curt, tight voice.  Neil Craft, head of Section Four.  “From someone named Lin.”

 

Energy perking, driving away the fatigue and depression, Solo stopped the car.  “Where is he?”

 

The address was given; a public phone booth in a neighborhood not far from here.  The meet was to take place immediately.  Napoleon thought of offering to bring Craft in on this -- a chance at personal vengeance against the snitch who caused Craft’s girlfriend to become a tragic statistic.  No, he didn’t trust Craft to be beside him in the field.  Only one agent earned that badge, and Kuryakin was sidelined.

 

Solo accelerated and sped to the rendezvous.  He pondered for a moment that he should probably contact Illya and summon him.  No, Illya was injured.  He could handle this.  The phone booth was lighted with a dull, dirty bulb and street lights were sparse in the run down, old block with worn houses built close together.  Solo waited in his car for a few moments to assess the area.  Then he emerged, walked to the booth and paced around.  Enough to be seen, but not presenting an easy target.

 

Checking his watch every few minutes, he determined after a half-hour that this was a waste of time.  Lin had chickened out.  Returning to the Vette, he gunned the muscle car to life and turned toward his own area.  Too tired to do anything more tonight, he would track down Lin tomorrow.  If Illya didn’t beat him to the task.  Thoughts of Kuryakin’s vengeful nature warmed him.  He wondered if he should do as he was told and awaken the Russian when he reached their apartment building.  The idea of having an emotional, and figurative shoulder to lean on was appealing, and decided, by the next signal, as he cruised for home, he would stop at Kuryakin’s and see if his partner was still awake.  They lived only a floor apart, in the same building, and they frequently loitered in each other’s abodes after missions.  This time it was a post-stress routine he needed, he rationalized, feeling better already about the thought of spending time with his trusted and solid ally.

 

Still stinging from the briefing -- haranguing -- from Rawlings and Craft, he felt he could use al the friends he could find.  Technically, Rawlings couldn’t help but agree with the obvious that Takamatsu’s injuries were unavoidable.  That bringing her into the mission qualified as legitimate assistance from skilled UNCLE personnel. Sanctioned by Waverly.  Not just Section Two agents ended up in the field, but other operatives rarely saw the dangerous and active side of Enforcement.  Kini, unfortunately, had and it had all gone wrong.  It still hurt that he had failed to protect the rookie agent.  It stung that everyone else thought so, too.

 

Turning onto a quiet street -- a short cut to their neighborhood by the East River -- his headlights scanned across a shapely feminine form looking under the hood of a green Mustang.  A black miniskirt revealed plenty of the shapely legs and by the time he pulled up alongside he realized it was an UNCLE operative -- Dori Price.  Too late to back down now, and not being so ungallant that he would fail in his gentlemanly duties, he rolled down the side window.

 

“Need some help?”

 

Seeing it was him, she glared and shook her head.  “No thank you, Napoleon.”

 

He pulled the Corvette ahead and got out, determined to see this through.  Without invitation, he checked the engine.  Asking what had happened, she reluctantly gave him details of the car stopping dead.  Unable to diagnose it immediately, he offered to give her a lift home.  Reluctantly she agreed.  Explaining she was apartment sitting for her brother, she gave him directions.

 

The short drive was endured in strained silence.  Once he broke it to apologize again about her closest friend, Kiki, but she would have none of it.  Pulling up at a modest apartment building, he wasn’t in time to get around and open the door for her, but he did insist on escorting her to the apartment.  The nearby streetlight was out -- he noticed that when he ran over the broken glass -- so he thought it only right to stay with her until she went inside.  In the dark, she dropped her keys and he retrieved them.  Before unlocking the door for her, he quietly tried again at amends.

 

“I really am sorry.  I liked Kini.  I didn’t want anything to happen to her.  I wouldn’t wish this kind of thing on an enemy, even.”

 

“You’ve made plenty of enemies this time, Napoleon.”

 

“Maybe so.  That’s not important.”

 

“Neither was Kini to you.”

 

Angry, now, he heatedly retorted, “You knew this wasn’t a safe secretary’s job when you joined.  So did Kini.  We warned her --“

 

“That she would be a mental deficient the rest of her life?” Dori hotly countered.  “Please, Napoleon, don’t try to defend yourself. You failed.  You let my friend get hurt.  You deserve what you get.”

 

Angry and hurt, he scrabbled with the key and opened the door.  She fumbled for the light for a moment, then he obligingly stepped in and felt around for the switch. 

 

He felt a presence behind him just a second before his head was slammed into the wall.  Blows smashed into his skull.  Instinctively, if clumsily, he fought back, struggling in disorientation and pain, head ringing, eyes blurred with vertigo and blood.  After several punches and kicks to the opponents, he was driven into the door chest first, the air knocked out of him.  Arms forced back behind his back with numbing pain, his face was thrown into the wall until he felt warm liquid running into his eyes and mouth, until his world went black.

 

 

I

“They’re coming to take me away”

 

 

Waking up again -- as he had several times that night -- he was surprised to see his curtained windows tinged with the light, pale glow of morning.  Blinking his eyes into focus, he lifted his head from the back of the couch and stretched angry muscles taut from a night slumped on the sofa.  The ribs protested sharply at the movement, and Illya groaned, coming more awake.

 

Eight-thirteen in the morning!  Why hadn’t Napoleon come by?  Miffed, he felt slighted his friend had not stopped in – hardly out of his way!  Last night’s terrible tragedy was depressing for both of them.  Neither should be alone with those hauntings.  Why didn’t Napoleon come as promised?  Surely the meeting hadn’t taken all night literally.  No doubt it was his friend’s misguided attempt to protect him from unpleasantness.  And his misdirected consideration for Illya to get a good night’s sleep because of his injuries.

 

Feeling betrayed and left out, he clicked on his communicator and signaled Channel S -- Illya had managed to secure the frequency as their private link.  No response.  Who did Napoleon think he was, denying him the rights and privileges of a partner?  He expected to be up drinking and consoling his friend and Napoleon cheated him out of the necessary closure of the rotten operation. 

 

He tired the home phone.  No answer.  Finally, he tried HQ -- Napoleon’s office.  No reply.

 

Advancing from miffed to angry, he felt increasingly excluded.  Had his friend sought comfort in someone’s arms and failed to include him in the healing process of the mission?  Fuming, he showered and dressed, the process a little slow because of his aching ribs.  He tried the communicator again.  No reply.  Did Napoleon oversleep?  Was he just in the shower?  Why hadn’t he answered before?  Too impatient to take the elevator up one floor, he started up the stairs, then realized that was a mistake because of his ribs.  Slowing, easing his pace, holding his side, he reached the fifth floor landing and with measured tread walked the hallway leading to Solo’s place.

 

Nothing unusual.  No telltale alert on the elaborate buzzer of the apartment that was really a complex and sophisticated security system pad.   All looked normal -- no break-in evident, no electronic lock out (something Napoleon would use if he did not want to be disturbed).  When he had moved into the building – at Napoleon’s suggestion since it was conveniently located to UNCLE, comfortable, and expedient living nearby a partner -- Illya had upgraded both their security systems. 

 

There was no response to the doorbell.  Without waiting for the electronically locked door to be released, he opening the door with his key.  Immediately inside, he flipped off the security alarm and closed the door.  Standing in the quiet apartment, it felt empty.  A not fanciful assessment, a professional one.  He had no sense of anyone else there.

 

Moving through the kitchen, his hand on the stock of his Walther, he saw the dishes were clean, everything neat and in it’s place.  The same applied to the living room.  The bathroom yielded the intelligence that the toothbrush and razor were dry -- had not been used this morning.  In the bedroom, his first confirmation in support of his misgivings surfaced.  Or, rather, didn’t surface. 

 

Solo’s suit from yesterday was not in the hamper.  It occurred to him he knew entirely too much detail about everything in his friend’s life!  Well, for years, through assignments and close office work they literally lived together.  Each had an intimate working knowledge in everything about the other, from how they liked their coffee, to how they rolled toothpaste tubes.  An asset to partnerships.  Sad that he would need those insights now to track his friend.

 

The good news -- no sign of struggle or problem.  That could mean Napoleon never came home last night.  Not unusual.  Right now Solo’s communicator might be buried under discarded clothes on the floor of some woman’s apartment.  With Solo and his liaison from last night oblivious to the constant calls. If so, this would be an awkward morning, but months from now they would laugh it off and blame Solo’s obsessive nature.  And Illya’s. This time, though, Illya’s instincts told him Solo was not involved in some one-night stand.  Not after the tragedy of last night. 

 

Strolling back through the apartment, ignoring the rich furnishings, faint nautical theme, the smell of Old Spice and leather, Illya felt beyond the surface of this was a comfortable, tasteful bachelor pad.  Napoleon put much detail into making sure the surroundings here were comfortable and enticing to his many dates.  Now, the still, neat rooms seemed eerily empty.

 

His sense of unease still shivered along his neck.  Something was not right.  Napoleon was too tired and depressed to impulsively go out with someone last night. And it was not Solo’s nature to be late for work because of a fling.  The senior agent was too conscientious.  If he were that distracted by his affairs he would have lost his job a long time ago.  No, something was wrong.

 

Pacing past the fireplace, he checked behind the drapes, just to make sure all was secure at the windows.  The view of river was nice, better than his own.  No breach in security, he sighed, returning to the center of the room, frustrated.  He knew his partner.  Knew habits.  And now was convinced something was amiss.

 

The next thing he covered was the garage.  No Corvette.  Then Solo was already on the road.  Had he really skipped dropping in on Illya out of consideration to let the wounded agent sleep?  Not outside of the realm of the chivalrous American.  If Napoleon had reached HQ already this would be embarrassing.  Then why didn’t he respond on the communicator?  Perhaps it was simply not functioning, then he remembered it had been working last night when Rawlings called.

 

Now self-consciously discomfited at what was probably an overreaction.  Still, the nettling doubts prickling his mind with thorny worries urged him to be thorough.  This was not like his partner and his instincts told him something was amiss.  Deeply concerned, he raced to the office, arriving early, pleased he was overcoming the injuries enough to competently drive on his own.  He raced through the streets with more speed than sense, anxious of what he might find at HQ.  Was Napoleon still there?  Perhaps there had been more repercussions with the failed mission. 

 

Checking the office; Solo’s was neat and orderly, but had files there on the briefing and reports from last night’s mission.  Kuryakin read them -- finally finishing after nine-thirty.  Had his partner stayed up all night working on this?  Where was Napoleon now?  Calling Lisa Rogers, Waverly’s executive assistant, he found Solo was not with the chief and had not received any special assignments for this morning.  Lisa reminded that Solo or Kuryakin were missing the daily Nine AM briefing for Section heads.  Maggie Simm, the administrative assistant, for Section Two, was covering for them.   Did he want to talk to Waverly?  No he assured, he most definitely did not.

 

After useless and morose speculation, Illya returned to his own office.  Searching his desk, he found no note or other missive from Solo.  He removed a small transceiver from his desk drawer.  His own little tracking device for just such purposes as finding an errant partner.  No signal, he disappointingly noted.  That meant the ring with the homing bug, and it’s owner, were beyond the five-kilometer radius of the tracking chip inside the iolite gem.  Where was Napoleon?  He could boost the gain a little with UNCLE equipment.  Providing the pinky ring was not damaged or underwater. 

 

Soul connector, Kini had called the ring.  He wished it was magic -- that it could connect him to his partner on a mystical, mental level and he would know exactly where Napoleon was and how to get to him.  Reality was not that easy or simple, he sighed in frustration.

 

Unable to abide the walls here anymore, he dropped in at Section Five.  Agent Ty Kalakaua, the department’s Number Three, noticed him come into the reception area and walked over.

 

“Hey, Illya, rough night,” he commiserated sympathetically.  “You okay?”

 

“Yes, thank you.”

 

Ty had been a good friend of Kini’s.  Both from Hawaii, they often socialized, joking that those transplanted from paradise needed to band together.  Grateful that at least one of Kini’s friends didn’t blame him, he relaxed slightly.  The Number Two of Section Five, Cyril Smith joined them.  He commented, in his thick, New Zealand accent, that office gossip was running wild.  After Kini’s injury last night, and neither Solo or Kuryakin showing up for the morning Section briefing, HQ was buzzing with speculation on what was going on with New York’s most visible team.

 

Not wanting to add more fuel to the rampant, amazingly fast gossip, Illya knew these two allies were considered friends and felt he could be honest with them, if not completely open up to their offer to help.  Always guarded as a natural state of mind, Illya did recognize he could use some assistance today.

 

“I am trying to locate Napoleon.  He has not been heard from since last night.  He is not at home and does not respond to his communicator.  When I spoke to him last, he was still in the building.”

 

“When?” Cyril asked, now all business.

 

“Around -- “ he shrugged. The last moments in the corridor in Medical, in the elevator, came back to him.  The emotions had been thick and heavily clouded by his own conflict of trying to support his friend and not reveal too much of his own concerns.  “I’m not sure.  Late.  After midnight.”

 

Cyril and Ty accompanied him to the security screening room.  A small office packed with computer and video equipment, Smith called up the security video from the previous night.  On the large monitor set into most of one wall, the black and white silent image was disturbingly prosaic.

 

A time signature at the bottom of the big screen indicated 1:34AM.  Dori Price came into the garage-side reception area and immediately continued through reception and out of HQ.  The door had not even closed and Solo entered reception.  Napoleon lingered, as he always did, with the desk girl and then he, too, left. 

 

Solo entered his Corvette parked in the garage.  The car pulled out and the visual on the car ended.  They switched viewpoints.  External cameras from The Mask Club at the corner, and various other locations, picked up the street view.  No loiterers, no vehicles following.  An empty street.  The last sighting of his partner.  No attacks within range of the HQ cameras.  Then what had happened?  Where did Napoleon go?  Illya knew he should have stayed last night.  Should-have-beens were not helping now.

 

“Looks like the last people to see him were Dori, then and Ellen at reception.”

 

Smith called in Ellen Raul, the Section Five receptionist on duty when Solo left.  She was at home and asleep since her shift was over hours ago.  Raul reported Napoleon seemed subdued and preoccupied for him.  No flirting.  Illya asked if he said anything about where he was going. 

 

He didn’t, she assured, but she got the impression something had gone on with Dori and Napoleon just before they entered the foyer.  Price was mad.  Solo unhappy. 

 

“We’re going to have to go to alert status --“

 

“Not yet,” Illya countered.  “We don’t know if anything happened to him.”  The cautious words countered his instincts, which told him he would like to call out the Marines.  But what if the explanation was something simple?  What if this was nothing more than a blip in communications?  After last night, they were in hot water already.  Irritated that he would worry about what people thought as opposed to the safety of his partner, he still sided with wariness.  “Let me check some things out, first.”

 

“Call in an hour,” Ty relinquished.  “After that, I have to report something as vital as a section chief missing.”

 

Illya thanked the agents and headed down to Section Four.  He spotted Dori right away at one of the desks in the big main office area.  She scowled at him as he targeted straight toward her.

 

“You left the building about the same time as Napoleon last night,” he opened bluntly.  No reason for small talk with people who disliked you.  “Did he say anything to you?”

 

Her lip curled.  “He tried to apologize.  Again.  Tried to make everything all right by saying he was going to get the guy who hurt Kini.”

 

“Get Lin?”

 

“Yeah.  He said something about a lead --“

 

Alarm level spiked, he grabbed onto her wrist.  “What did he say exactly?”

 

She pulled away from him.  “He had a lead on Lin.  He was going to check it out and make it up to Kini.  Like all of you Section Two cowboys, he thought some violence would even it all out.  Well, Kini is still the same this morning.  If Napoleon came back with the THRUSH man’s head to put up on the wall of his office, it still won’t help Kini.”

 

“What did he say --“

 

“That was all.  Why don’t you go check his office?  Maybe Lin‘s head is up there now.”

 

Striding hastily through HQ, Kuryakin returned to Solo’s office.  Napoleon had not magically appeared.  Not admitting how disturbed he was at that, Illya scrutinized every paper and note, every file was thoroughly searched again.  If Napoleon had a lead on Lin he would have called!  They planned to meet at his apartment.  If plans changed, Napoleon would have told him.  Especially if he had a lead on Lin!

 

Unless the American was being a martyr.  Overly protective of him -- letting him rest from his injuries and keep him out of the action!  Damn him!  He needed to share in the catharsis of justice and retribution as much as Napoleon!  He was the one with Kini when everything went wrong!  She was his direct responsibility, not Napoleon’s!  He should be in on the kill!  Solo’s guilt and caring-shielding spoiled the chance to get Lin.

 

No clues, no notes scribbled on anything.  He called Section Four Communications and asked for all records of incoming and outgoing calls to this office.  The last signal was earlier -- his call to check on his friend.  From last night -- only routine calls.  Nothing from this morning.

 

How had Napoleon received information on Lin, he suddenly wondered?  Someone within HQ?  That didn’t make sense.  Emotions tumbling through him like cascading waterfalls, he left Solo’s office and went down to Section Four himself.  Neil Craft was not there, fortunately, and he talked to a shift supervisor who double-checked the communications logs.  Solo had no calls in or out at anytime after he left around three in the morning.

 

That made no sense, Kuryakin considered, ambling back toward Section Two.  How did Napoleon come up with a lead on Lin?  Over the communicator?  Those calls were not monitored -- thus Illya’s ability to hijack Channel S for their personal use.  Then the clue must be in something Solo had already in his possession.

 

At loose ends, Illya returned to what he felt was home base.  Not his own office, but Napoleon’s.  Sitting on the black leather sofa, he stared at the desk where his friend should be.  Trying to think like a detective, instead, he found himself mentally slipping into a depressing sink of bitterness and loss.

 

Something dreadful had happened to his friend.  He could feel it, although rationally he denied such fanciful impressions.  Without a good-bye, without a chance to say or do anything to save his partner, Solo was gone.  No harbinger, no overt threat, no warning.  Vanished.  And Illya was left alone to piece it all together.  And hope he would see his friend again.

 

 

II

“Hide and Seek.”

 

 

The procedural angle of events were now out of Illya’s hands.  Section Four had alerted Section One of Solo’s “missing” status and standard operational steps were now immediately implemented.  Codes changed, agents notified, alerts issued.  Stalking down to Section Four again, Kuryakin finagled utilization of the massive communications equipment to track the specific frequency of the ring.  The results confused him.  There was a very faint, erratic signal from the ring -- coming from Headquarters!  But, like all other non-approved frequencies, it was dampened.  The only reason he could pick it up at all through the colossal security blanket dampening field was that it was somewhere close and piggybacked onto a standard UNCLE signature frequency.

 

No one beyond he and Solo knew about the ring tracker Illya had given his partner.  He wasn’t going to spill the secret just yet.  But if the readings were correct, Napoleon was here!  How was that possible?

 

Since this was a personal tracking signal, Illya had used something close to standard issue homing signals, but varied enough to be Napoleon’s unique audio fingerprint.  Narrowing the field, confused and thrilled at the lead, he was nonplused when he zeroed in on the source.  Infirmary. Racing to the elevator, he impatiently waited as he descended to the all-too-well-known medical wing.  Why didn’t he think of it before?  Napoleon, consumed with guilt, was hovering around Kini.  Why didn’t he answer his calls?  Why hadn’t Security picked him up reentering the building?  Why didn’t he call and tell Illya what he was doing?

 

By the time he entered ICU he was angry.  Napoleon might insist on this lone guilt trip, but Illya would not let him.  HE was the one with Kini during the attack.  HE was the one who should have protected her.  This was not Napoleon’s fault!  Entering the room in a rush, he stopped cold, an involuntary breath sucked in at the sight of the slight, heavily bandaged girl in the bed.  Puzzled that she was alone, he literally rocked on his heels, off-balance that he had missed his partner.

 

One of the nurses came in to shoo him away and he asked when Napoleon had left.  When she answered she hadn’t seen Solo at all since she came on at Six AM, he just shook his head.  Napoleon’s signal -- just moments ago -- came from the Infirmary.  Where was he?  Stepping over to the comatose girl, he found words failed him.  What could he say?  He was profoundly sorry she was injured.  How did he communicate to a brain-damaged person?

 

Barely under the pillow, a glint of silver caught his eye.  He reached carefully beneath the oblivious agent’s head and pulled out a communicator and something else.  It fumbled in his hand.  Solo’s platinum/iolite ring.

 

What did this mean?  Napoleon came back here after the debriefings and left these?  As tokens?  Why?  It made no sense.  Guilty and dejected over the failed mission -- yes.  But why leave this kind of tribute under Kini’s pillow?

 

Using his own communicator, he signaled on Channel S and was not surprised when the silver pen he just found started beeping.  So, it was Napoleon’s communicator.  And why leave behind the ring?  Wherever his friend was, he was out of touch and without means of tracking electronically.  Holding the communicator and ring in his hand, studying them as if the inanimate objects could tell him a story, he felt someone behind him.  Finally! His heart sighed, relief washing through him like a warm wind to his soul.  He spun around, tongue coated with barbs of chastisement.  He nearly gasped, startled to see Kyle Warner watching him from the doorway.

 

“Trying to salve your conscience like Solo?”

 

Disturbed and shocked it was not his friend, words momentarily escaped him.  Angry that he seemed to be always playing catch-up this morning, Illya snapped back, “What do you know about these?”

 

“Solo must have left them out of guilt.  Maybe he was going to jump off a bridge or something.  But I doubt he’d ever come up with something so smart.  He’s too arrogant for that.”

 

“Don’t be absurd,” the Russian viciously retorted.  “We are sorry this happened.  Napoleon was not responsible.”

 

Kyle shrugged, his big shoulders seeming to strain the seams of his suit.  Hate sizzling from his eyes, his voice was remarkably bland as he countered that many did not believe the innocence of Section Two’s top agents.  This said with a definite sneer.

 

“I heard he was missing,” Warner shrugged.  “We’re proceeding with a yellow alert.”

 

Unable to think this through enough, fighting confusing emotions, extreme anxiety and a splitting headache and general body ache, Illya could not counter the insults.  Nor did he like the procedure.  Calling the alert was inevitable, but moved this into a level he did not want to admit.  That his partner was missing, presumed captured or killed.  He did not want to go there.

 

“You know what,” Warner sneered.  “I hope we don’t find him.”

 

“You won’t have to,” Kuryakin savagely spat.  “I will.”

 

Incensed, Illya left, again returning to allies in Section Five.  Asking Cyril for any security tapes for the Infirmary, he was informed those were kept on a continuous twelve-hour loop.  Last night’s video tape would have run from Eight AM to Eight PM.  Ty Kalakaua reported they could run the tape since Eight AM, but everything from last night was already erased.

 

Smith reluctantly reminded that they were on a headquarters-wide yellow alert.  The investigation was officially in Section Five hands now.  They would take over questioning the nursing staff and even Illya.  This was an inexplicable mystery.  Confused and apprehensive, Illya agreed to any measures as his own interrogation started.  He told all he knew about the operation, about the last time he had seen Napoleon.   Then -- what?  His partner had gone out last night on a lead about Lin and left the ring behind.  Why?  And where had he gone?

 

 

***

 

After his interview, his next steps were standard procedure.  Illya returned to his office and made phone calls.  As he twirled the silver ring in his hand, he checked with several informants, then talked to a few agents who had assisted in the Lin operation.  They had been out last night looking for Lin after the betrayal.  Nothing.  No trace of Lin.  Illya should probably concentrate on him.  What if he contacted Napoleon somehow and lured him away? 

 

In the afternoon Lisa Rogers called, reminding him there was a debriefing on the Lin operation convening now.  So early?  It seemed he had lived an entire lifetime in the last few hours since discovering his friend was gone.  Illya went to the briefing himself.  All the way to the Section One conference room, he reviewed the facts as he knew them and how he would present them to Mr. Waverly.  Craft, Warner, Waverly, Tanya Kimura from Section Four and her assistant were already seated.  If looks could kill he would be dead.  The Section Four reps were glaring at him with murder in their eyes.

 

Deciding an offensive stance was the best, Illya immediately entered into an explanation that his partner was missing, last seen tracking a lead on Lin’s whereabouts.

 

Waverly offered a muttered comment about Solo being too influenced by his name.  He asked the Section Four Chief if any automatic distress signals had been activated for Solo.  No, Craft reported.  Learning a standard Section Five search procedure was in motion, Waverly directed several alternatives and theories, assigning Section Five numerous options, leaving Illya feeling left out.  When Kuryakin mentioned HE should be out on the streets tracking his partner, not sitting in this office, he was reminded there had been enough solo behavior.  This yellow alert would be conducted through channels.

 

Kuryakin didn’t know what Waverly would think of their extreme independence with the ring transmitter and the private Channel S he had tweaked into their communicators.  Best to leave everything on a standard operational level for now.  Waverly was already in a bad mood and still muttering comments about Napoleon’s disregard for rules and his hero complex.

 

“We shall forgo Mr. Solo’s proclivity for dramatics for now, gentlemen.  Let’s finish up this matter of the unfortunate affair last night.”

 

“Sir, if Mr. Solo has a lead on Lin I think that should be a priority --“

 

“We will send out a Section Two team when we get an idea of where Mr. Solo might have gone.  Until then it is a Section Five operation,” Waverly assured.  “As of now, Miss Rogers is alerting our usual scouts.”

 

“I can --“

 

“I understand you are on limited duty, Mr. Kuryakin.  And your skills can be better utilized here rather than wandering the streets of New York.”

 

“Mr. Solo is missing,” he reiterated, the words tough.  The expression and tone, however, cool and neutral, completely concealing the frustration and anxiety barely under the surface.

 

Waverly cleared his throat.  “We have an entire section covering the investigation.  All available Section Two operatives are already deployed for reconnaissance.  I do not take it lightly when the Chief Enforcement agent is missing.  However, we must take into account Mr. Solo’s proclivity for getting into trouble and getting himself out again.”

 

Unable to argue that last point, Illya conceded this was neither the time nor place to quibble over the issue.  If he put up too much of a debate he would only draw more resistance from the already short-tempered Waverly.  And from the other antagonists.  They sat around him like hungry vultures; snidely, sharply, making comments that remained barbed, but on the surface seemed supportive of the missing agent.

 

Craft had been glaring at him since he’d entered the room.  His demeanor rose to agitation when conversing about Solo.  Now, his restraint broke.  “Can we discuss the tragedy that was the beginning of all this?” he snapped out.  “I request disciplinary action against Solo and Kuryakin for the botched operation last night,” Craft aggressively began.

 

Waverly held up his hand.  “I have received your formal request, Mr. Craft.  I will, of course, evaluate it.  This debriefing is for the purpose of detailing events of last night in a more complete review than the written report submitted by agents Solo and Kuryakin.”

 

Since Illya was the only Section Two member present who was in on the plan from the inception -- the agent who had come up with the concept (he WOULD make Napoleon pay for leaving him to handle this tedious trial), he started from the beginning.  Outlining, first, their brief association with Lin, a Thai refugee.  Lin claimed inside information on drug cartels operating out of Southeast Asia.  The first few tips resulted in solid leads and two trips to Bangkok, where the agents made investigative inroads on the drug trade out of the Golden Triangle.  This was in cooperation with law enforcement agencies in Hawaii, Philippines and Southeast Asia.

 

Lin professed knowledge of a connection directly to the United States and Europe through a clearinghouse in Manila.  The only informant spoke Tagolag, and thus, the need to bring into the mission the UNCLE Tagolag expert, Kini Takamatsu.  He went through the plan -- Illya and Kini posing as drug buyers.  Then the sudden ambush.  According to Solo, who acted as the back up and lookout at the mouth of the alley, there was no warning of danger.  Suddenly his position was raked with bullets and simultaneously, Illya and Kini were hit by the truck.  A planned, coordinated and well-executed trap.

 

Privately, Napoleon and Illya agreed Lin betrayed them.  Solo had sent out some Section Two agents to search for the traitor last night while the agents were in the Infirmary.  No trace was found of the Thai drug informer.

 

 

***

 

Sizzling with anger after the briefing -- witch-hunt -- he corrected, Illya went to his office and rechecked all status sources.  No communication from Napoleon.  No sightings by informants or scouts or other agents abroad today.  Lin still not found.  No one had seen Solo since he left HQ the previous night.  Again, Illya reviewed the video surveillance tapes.  No new clues jumped out at him.

 

Over and over in his mind he reviewed the last pictures of his friend. It depressed him to think the black and white images on the monitors might be the last he would see of Solo: Tired, Napoleon walking slowly to the Corvette, moving like a worn man with the weight of the world on his shoulders.  No, just a disheartened agent ridden with guilt over a disastrous mission.  A solo agent.  Without his partner.

 

Knowing he was not gifted with clairvoyance, Kuryakin still felt he could have made a difference had he stayed with Solo during the vigil in the Infirmary.  Then they would have been together for the rendezvous with whoever was supplying information on Lin.  And whatever had happened to Napoleon might have been altered -- or not happened at all.  Morosely, he pulled the iolite ring from his pocket.  If only it WAS a soul connector.  I would find you, my friend.  If ever there was any person on earth bonded to me as deep as my soul, it is you. 

 

By lunchtime Illya was fatigued, wondering how he was going to last the rest of the day.  His ribs ached, his head throbbed and he couldn’t remember eating.  Grabbing a quick sandwich from the cafeteria, he left to track Lin.  Taking his portable transceiver with him, he scanned as he drove searched.  The usual bars and restaurants in Chinatown proved negative.  No one had seen Lin since the day before.  Growing suspicious, Illya went to three of Lin’s known addresses and broke into the flops.  Impossible to tell much of anything beyond the obvious that Lin was a terrible housekeeper, he could not find the man.  Nor did he find any evidence Solo had been to Lin’s haunts.

 

Returning to his car his communicator beeped and he quickly responded, hoping it would be the long-awaited contact from his partner.  “Kuryakin.”

 

“Illya, this is Margaret.” 

 

Section Two Number Three agent, Margaret Simms.  She was the glue that held field operatives together with her knack for administrative detail and organized deskwork.  Her voice sounded funereal and Illya braced himself.

 

“Yes?”

 

Dawson just finished his routine sweep of local law enforcement.”

 

Standard procedure for lowly Section Five novice agents.  Scan news reports, police activity and other mundane research to make sure nothing of interest to UNCLE slipped past their notice.  Those tasks also included police files, hospitals and morgue entries.  He should have covered that himself, but had not even thought of it.  Did not want to admit he would need to make such a search.  Napoleon was trapped in some dirty warehouse awaiting rescue.  Or held prisoner in a holding cell with kidnapped women bound for the slave trade.  Perhaps locked in jail after a raucous brawl with Lin’s gang.  Hopefully not in the hospital.  Definitely, Napoleon was not going to be found in the morgue.  It just could not happen!

 

“Yes?”

 

“NYPD reports a Corvette matching the description of Napoleon’s was found stripped and abandoned.  Do you want me to send for the police report?”

 

He leaned his head on the top of the desk.  Exhausted, discouraged, only the thought of finding his partner kept him going.  What if they found a dead body nearby instead of a live friend?  Solo, the super-spy, victim of a mundane street crime?  No! 

 

“No, I’ll go myself.  Where?”

 

All the way to the small neighborhood near the New Jersey line, Kuryakin contemplated the mystery of why Napoleon’s car would end up out here.  Driving through the area, he noted it was a lower-class, depressed section of old houses.  Hoping Napoleon had replaced his communicator (and was he going to get a lecture for leaving his behind!), he took a tracking device.  The transceiver was on and surrendering no signal on emergency channels or standard issue homing bugs that Solo might have used -- something in the tie-tack or cuff link line.  Depressingly, this vicinity seemed like a good place to dump a body, came his automatic thought, while he prayed he was just being suspicious. 

 

The small police station consisted of only a handful of officers.  Sergeant Carson met him at the front desk and directed him to a very crowded and tiny office.  The policeman was a WWII veteran -- his US Marine certificates and pictures proudly displayed on the walls.  Hearty and still robust, his red-ish hair was only slightly grey and his blue eyes still shone with wit and shrewdness.

 

“No one in his right mind would leave a car like that in this neighborhood,” he stated as he placed a file in front of the agent.  “You say it belongs to one of your UNCLE people?”

 

“Yes.”  He barely glanced at the report.  No evidence of foul play inside the car frame – like an explosion or bullet holes.  No plates recovered but the general description of the blue 1968 Corvette fit Napoleon’s car.  “I would like to see the vehicle.”

 

“It’s at impound.  A garage down the block.  We can walk there.”

 

“No body?  No visible signs of violence?  Blood stains?”

 

“Not much left of it to tell the truth.”  He scrutinized Illya carefully.  “First time I’ve had dealings with you boys.  This some kind of spy caper?”

 

“Perhaps.”  Illya moved to the door and gestured for him to lead the way.

 

The garage was in sight of the station and Carson questioned him as they walked.  Illya’s steps were slow and dragging, hardly able to keep up with the muscular officer, resistant – dreading what he would find.  No, this was not part of a bigger plan of action.  No, spies were not moving into his neighborhood.  No, this had nothing to do with the Communists.

 

The Corvette was easy to spot.  It no longer had wheels, mirrors, bumpers, license plates or much of the interior.  Weary and slipping into depression, he had looked on this as a tangible clue, when in fact, it was the gutted shell of what had once been his friend’s prized possession.  UNCLE agents were not collectors or hoarders.  Solo, particularly, even rented his furniture, believing that to own too many things was to be tied down.  Move fast and free, was his motto. 

 

Owning his own car was an expensive, egotistical luxury since UNCLE supplied them with vehicles from the motor pool whenever requested.  Section Two agents commonly drove cars all the time due to their need to respond to field emergencies in an instant’s notice.  Typically, Solo wanted the flashy sports cars to impressed the equally flashy women he liked to date.  A perfect example of Solo’s occasionally quixotic nature -- he was the brilliant, skilled, crafty head of Section Two, a renowned espionage agent, yet had serious trouble juggling his finances.  He rented a comfortable apartment; clothing and travel was covered in an expense account, yet what he had left from his paycheck he used to buy a very classy vehicle.  The rest of his slight income was used up in lavish and frequent dating.  Napoleon had toyed with Jaguars and Triumphs for a while and finally -- at Illya’s suggestion -- bought American.

 

Looking over the damaged, ravaged shell of the Chevrolet, Illya did not want to imagine what shape the owner might be in right now.  He could not fathom what brought Solo out here.  Or had someone killed him, driven out here, dumped the body in the river and left the car to be vandalized?  Inside, many of the parts and wiring were ripped out from under the dash.  No trace of a clue that Napoleon might have left.  No personal articles. 

 

“No witnesses,” Carson supplied, unknowingly continuing the negative assessment.  “Car was dumped in a cul de sac with old abandoned business fronts.  First patrol this morning found the car.”

 

“When did the last patrol go by that street?”

 

“Ten-something last night.”

 

Checking the trunk, he found no evidence a body had been in there.  Of course the police would have reported that obvious clue.  Sighing, he informed the officer he would have the vehicle transported back to UNCLE.

 

“We have a police lab.  This precinct is pretty quiet, but we know how to do our job.”

 

“I’m sure you do,” Illya assured absently, still studying the car. Napoleon would be so upset when he saw this.  He really loved this car.  Hopefully he was not in such bad shape himself.  Finding nothing, Illya commented the UNCLE lab team would be by to collect it later in the day.  “Our equipment is probably more updated,” he appeased.

 

Taking the next phase personally, he returned to the office and started the tedious job of studying the Section Five report on hospitals and morgues.  Nothing, he sighed with relief.  Not willing to let it go at standard procedure, he took further steps.  Enlisting some other agents in the work, he called doctor’s offices -- first in the area where the Corvette was abandoned, then in an expanding radius farther away; near Solo’s apartment, and near HQ.  The search circle stretched out and at the end of the day he was morosely dejected at the negative results.  Not one clue.  True, no dead or injured body, but no leads, either.  Solo could not have just vanished.  There had to be a trace. 

 

Illya retired to Napoleon’s office.  He rechecked all the paperwork on Lin once more.  Then called agents assigned in the search, all reporting a lack of progress.  Unable to sit still, he went out in the afternoon and personally talked to informants and low level information-gathering civilians UNCLE often used.  Nothing.  Long after dark, he returned to Solo’s office and dejectedly laid down on the black leather couch. Somewhere, in this long and dismal night, there had to be a light -- a spark -- to follow.  There had to be a way to bring his friend home.  He just couldn’t see it.  Napoleon had been missing for roughly twenty-four hours and there was no trace of him, no hint of his status.

 

 

***

 

Illl-ya!’

 

‘Napoleon!’

 

He could hear the cherished, deep voice.  It was strained and hurt – confused and aching.  The single sound of his name conveyed all the hopeless emotion and fear echoing in the suffering American.  Illya responded automatically, instinctively offering his support – letting Napoleon know he was there to help.

 

The iolite ring appeared, floating in the mist, then it encircled him.  Then it floated away, as if in search of Napoleon.

 

Where was here?  There was darkness.  Night, close and unfathomable, stretching without a horizon, without a glow of light.  Inside that trap Solo called to him . . . .

 

‘Illya!’

 

“Napoleon!”

 

Breathless, Illya sat up from the desk, disoriented.  Taking a moment, he realized he had fallen asleep and had been dreaming.  Napoleon was calling for him – it was a nightmare.  But it had seemed so real.  The tortured echo of his name still felt as if Solo had been standing here next to him . . . . No, Napoleon was not here, but lost in darkness somewhere in a pitch, endless night. 

 

“Hold on, moi brat, I will find you,” he whispered, his voice shaking and hoarse from reflected terror.  “I promise I will come for you.”

 

 

 

***

 

 

Assuming his friend was still alive, but unable to return on his own, Illya blanketed the state with an alert to law enforcement, medical facilities and known allies.  Days mutated into weeks and he transformed into an avenging wraith.  As his physical condition improved, his stamina increased, his energy into the obsessive quest amplified.

His friend had to be out there somewhere.  Was Solo even on this continent?  Inquiries were made abroad after the first few days.  Solo’s old NI contacts were alerted and their various resources extended the tools for the quest.  Still, nothing.

 

The dreams continued.  At first, Illya was afraid to sleep, dreading the nightmares that haunted him whenever he fell into a restless slumber.  Now, he anxiously awaited the dreams and came to cherish them as spectral visits from his friend.  The pathetic, single connection left with Solo.  With each dream he felt the suffering, the lonely confusion, the hope that Solo still held for a rescue.  Over the weeks, Kuryakin convinced himself it was more than just his imagination desperately searching for a balm amid the pain.  No, Napoleon WAS calling to him.  Was it his mystical gypsy past or his blind despairing trauma that pushed him to believe?  He did not know.  He just accepted that this was some kind of strange, subliminal communication from his friend and he sought to learn more from each dream.  A location, a place, a room – anything would help.  So far, though, he had learned nothing constructive except that Napoleon still lived.

 

Kuryakin valiantly juggled Section Two administrative duties.  Maggie covered for him whenever possible, but his ragged appearance, his frequent absences, were noted by Waverly and Rogers.  When absolutely necessary, he attended required meetings and went on domestic missions assigned him by the boss.  Haggard, Illya took a deep breath before walking into the sensor range of the automatic door to Waverly’s office.  The weeks had been grueling and devastating for the Russian.  Working to keep up with his duties as the temporary leader of Section Two, he used all spare time tracking the phantom trail that did not exists for his friend.

 

The trail to the Philippines was cold.  Lin had vanished.  They never made a connection between Lin to Solo.  Other avenues had been investigated, too, but those seemed remote.  Old THRUSH enemies?  No claim had been sounded in the spy underground.  Why just have Napoleon disappear?  If THRUSH had him someone somewhere would have bragged.  All codes and security procedures known to Solo had been changed that first day he was considered missing.  But no attack, no covert breach of any UNCLE facility around the world had been reported.  So why kidnap Solo if not to drain his brain?  It would make more sense to just kill him and eliminate the threat.  Illya did not want to accept any of those possibilities, but as the days turned to weeks, he had little hope left of seeing his friend walk through the doors of HQ again.

 

It occurred to him it could be the simple and old-fashioned motive of revenge.  Solo quietly and effectively eliminated.  Kuryakin suffering as he never had before with the loss.  Did someone hate them that much?  The list was lengthy, of course.  This was not a business to promote friendship or trust.  All the more reason to cherish his camaraderie with Napoleon.  Making the loss so painful. 

 

Stepping into the office, Illya braced himself.  He felt this way every time he entered, expecting the worst possible news -- that Solo’s body had been found and his friend was certainly, irrevocably dead.  Waverly glanced up, pushing a folder around on the big, circular table.

 

“Your official promotion to the head of Section Two, Mr. Kuryakin.”

 

“Sir --“

 

Waverly cut of f the protest.  “It is time, Mr. Kuryakin.  Mr. Solo is not coming back.  Over three weeks, no clues, no body.  We must assume the worst.  It is time to move on.”

 

He wanted to fight this with every part of his being.  What could he offer in resistance?  Nothing.  It was logical.  Policy.  Heartbreaking.  They were giving up.  He could not.  Never.

 

“I won’t stop looking for him,” he countered defiantly.

 

“It is a vain exercise in futility.”

 

“Nonetheless, I must try.”

 

Waverly nodded, accepting it as an expected attitude.  “There is a situation in Malta that we must see about,” he gestured to the file.  “You’ll be on the next flight.  Read over the material.  Your local contact there will be a Mr. Bryce with MI6.”

 

It would be the first time he left the area since the disappearance.  Who would keep looking?  What if information came in during his absence?  He had not thought to make provisions for this. 

 

“Yes, sir.”

 

“You will also implement standard MIA procedures.  As of this morning, they were not completed.”  Waverly’s glare was unrelenting.  “It is time, Mr. Kuryakin.  Please see to it.”

 

Again, he wanted to offer a protest.  It could not end like this!  His closest -- only -- friend was being buried not in the soil, but in the administrative paperwork of red tape.  MIA file.  Next was the cold file.  Then layers of dust, like fine stacks of dirt over a figurative coffin of neglect.  He could not allow it -- could not be a party to it -- but was there a recourse?

 

“He is not dead,” he countered fervently, trying to keep his legendary cool composure.  Striving for aloof objectivity, he failed, hoping at least for a ring of sanity in his plight.  “He was captured.  To stop an active search is like accepting his death!”

 

“This is not a time for sentimentality, Mr. Kuryakin.  If you have proof it would be different.  If there was any evidence at all of his status we would not take this step.  But you can offer nothing.”

 

Failure.  He could not present anything to refute the inevitable onslaught of a corporation.  Procedures had to be followed.  There was no room for an admission of his inability to save his friend.  Guilt had no place in this office.  Regret and anguish could be catered to outside these walls, but not in the cold, hard business of espionage.  Weakness for allowing emotions to seep into his professionally flint heart -- not to be acknowledged. 

 

“That will be all.”

 

Yes, he concluded, knowing the common phrase of dismissal was like closing a steel door in his heart.  Yes, this was all.  The organization that was the reason and structure to the partnership had just filed away the Chief Enforcement agent of Section Two.  He was a folder in a computer now instead of a living, breathing friend.  Yes, that would be all.

 

 

***

 

Returning to Section Two’s offices, he was a little too harsh in his instructions to Simms.  Aware his assistant thought him tragically mad, Margaret agreed to keep the search going until his return.  This was tedium; painful reality he had pushed away for too long, but must bring to a close now.  He did not tell Simms of his official promotion -- office gossip would have the whole staff aware of that before lunch.  He did order her to follow through with the standard MIA procedure.  She seemed to have a slight tear in the corner of her eye, and turned away, but did not comment on the command.

 

Hiding away in his office, Kuryakin removed a file from the desk.  It had been given him more than a week before, but he had put it away, hoping he would never need to fill out the forms.  He signed his name to authorizations for UNCLE teams to shift Napoleon’s personnel packet to the MIA records.  A special team comprised of Section Five and Section Two operatives would close Napoleon’s apartment and place the few personal items in boxes to be dealt with by Illya, who was the executor of Solo’s affairs.  The apartment would be closed.  The insurance settlement on the Corvette and life insurance would be finalized and the checks would probably be deposited in Illya’s account within a few days.  By the time he returned from Malta his paperwork and files would be permanently moved to Napoleon’s bigger office.

 

He stared at the black lines on the white forms and they blurred.  Closing his eyes, he fought the burning behind the lids.  There had been few emotions outwardly shed throughout this ordeal.  He had snapped at people in impatience, frustration and anger, admirably controlling the pain.  He had not destroyed a single piece of furniture, not thrashed some well-deserving Section Five cretins, nor had he submitted to the desire to slam his fists against the unyielding gunmetal gray walls that had become his prison.  Internalizing the despair, the misery, the hopelessness, he had kept it all inside.  Today, there was proof of his failure, public acknowledgement that his efforts had come to naught.  His partner was officially MIA, the active case relegated to a back shelf where it would be forgotten by next month.  How could he allow this?  How could he prevent it?  He had not.  The guilt of his stinging failure was almost as tangibly acid as his grief.

 

Opening his eyes, almost blindly from the moisture there, he signed the papers.  Napoleon would really miss that car, he thought irrelevantly, as a tear slipped down to hit his hand.  He wiped it away before it smudged the paper.

 

 

***

 

 

A small suitcase in his hand, Illya walked out of the building feeling vulnerable and alone.  The first, real -- solo -- assignment since Napoleon’s disappearance. The primary step that UNCLE and the rest of their peers were returning to normal.  He was now the new head of Section Two.  Carrying on.  The world revolving without his partner here.  

Considering his abilities insufficient for the task, he decided to go through the motions of this farce.  He would play the games and move along, making the rest of them think he would get on with his life.  From his jacket pocket he removed the iolite ring -- long ago a present to prevent just this horrifying search.  Now, a symbol of the missing friend he hoped to see again.  He would never stop hoping.  He would never stop searching – never forget.

 

 

****

 

 

“Dr. Vann?”

 

The gray-haired physician barely glanced over the tops of her half-glasses at the intern.  “What is it, Joey?”  She didn’t stop writing, furiously scribbling on a chart and concentrating on the tedious task of fitting her bold, oversized printing on the narrow lines provided in the standard medical forms.  “Hmm?”

 

“Got a new patient for you.  You heard about that transfer that came into ER a few weeks ago?”

 

“No.”

 

“Brain damage.”

 

“Is that the official diagnosis from Dr. Preston, or Joey-speak for the mentally ill?” she wondered mildly, still not glancing his way.

 

The young man with long, dark hair and round, tinted glasses sighed.  “I’m just an intern.  How could I make a diagnosis?”

 

The sarcasm broke through and she finished her comments on the page and slapped the folder closed.  Handing it to a nurse, she gave her full attention to the young colleague.  “A derelict with brain damage?”

 

“Not really,” he sighed, handing her a chart.  “He was badly beaten.  Unconscious for five days.  Bruised brain and skull fracture.  Newest x-rays show no physical damage to the brain itself.” 

 

She took the chart and started scanning the material.  “Complete motor functions.  Amnesia.  Difficulty in speaking.  Comprehension level low.”  She cocked her head in consideration.  “Still could be brain bruising not showing on the x-rays.”  Her eyes narrowed as she studied him.  “Maybe I should take this up with Dr. Preston.  I think it’s a little too soon for him to be transferred to psych.”

 

Joey shrugged.  “That’s between you two medicos, eh.  I’m just alerting you, I’m bringing the guy up.”

 

She would bet a month’s pay Preston was rushing the transfer to clear beds in the regular hospital wing.  Still, Vann was nothing if not thorough.  She would see to this herself, and give approval only when she was satisfied it was right.  In the rural setting of rolling hills, Pine Crest Hospital lay situated several kilometers away from Toronto.  A rural, provincial facility, after the war it was a recovery home/hospital.  When the pastoral farming community decreased, the hospital faded to become an overflow for the big city long-term patients.

 

She checked over the chart, considering the possibilities.  When she looked up again, she saw Joey bringing a man in a wheelchair toward her.  The patient indeed looked the victim of a severe beating.  His head was bandaged on the top and left side.  His left arm in a cast.  The face was bruised and swollen.  Considering the injuries were sustained at least two weeks before it was just one indication of how serious the injuries were.  His eyes -- although one brown eye was nearly covered by a puffy, discolored lid -- scanned everything suspiciously, as if expecting an attack.

 

Growing up on the relatively rustic and isolated splendor of Manitoba Island, Vann experienced few horrors in life until working psych at an ER in Toronto for her residency.  Widowed five years now, she had seen much of pain, accidents and deaths.  She counseled many to endure against the heartaches.  As she studied this damaged man, she knew her work would be cut out for her now.

 

In other circumstances, he might have been handsome.  The ragged beard was dark and thick, growing stubble around the terrible, stitched wounds. The brown eyes were crazed, reflecting confusion and fear.  Walking with them to her office, she introduced herself to the patient and initiated a standard questioning session.  He did not respond vocally to any inquiries, but seemed to be listening and even considering what she said.

 

Again checking the chart, she saw his hearing tested fine and so did his reflexes.  All indications pointed to a psychological reason for his muteness.  “I’d like to talk to you.  Is that all right?”  Blank.  Not surprising.  She continued, undaunted.  “We’ve listed you as John Doe number four.  Would you like to tell me your real name?”

 

Blank.

 

The rest of the interview proceeded with no response -- no -- that wasn’t accurate.  He was looking around the room -- assessing everything, including her.  Like a scientist, studying and thinking.  She could almost see his eyes change as thoughts and theories must have filtered through his damaged mind.  There was intelligence behind the closed and mysterious brown eyes.  And fear.  Something she learned to read years ago from the desperate and ill patients she examined.  Fear and -- furtive wariness.  Not the fear of a deer caught in the headlights – rather -- the fear of a known terror.  And the distrust -- that was natural, but this was not the paranoia of random mental insecurity.  This was a mistrust of doctors or people in authority maybe; skepticism that he could be helped by those currently around him.

 

After a number of questions she noted he was slumping in the chair, obviously fatigued.  She walked to the door and accompanied Joey who wheeled him to his new room.  Up ahead, one of the orderlies emerged from the isolation ward and opened a door for her.  Number Four leaped out of the chair and grabbed onto the blond orderly’s shirt.

 

Illl-ya!”

 

Startled, the orderly pushed him away, but he came back again, clutching desperately to the employee. 

 

Illl-ya!”

 

Vann called for more assistance and three young and fit men were finally able to detach him and without harming him, secure the patient in a room.  As soon as possible, she administered a sedative.  All the while, he called the name to the orderly.

 

“That’s not your name, is it?  Is that the name of someone you know?”

 

Calm now, he laid on his small, narrow bed, staring at the door, expecting -- something?

 

“What is your name?”  Nothing.  “Is Illya the name of a friend.

 

The dark eyes blinked.  He mouthed something that she could not understand.  No sound emerged.  He continued to stare at the door.  Now that he was calm, she decided to try an experiment.  She called the blond orderly in again.  Number Four sat up, reaching for him, calling the strange name again.  When the blond came under the light, he stopped his urgent calling of the name.  He crouched back, shaking his head until he closed his eyes and went to sleep.

 

***

 

 

Upon returning from Malta, Illya went right to his office.  It was Four AM, but Simms would have left detailed notes -- as instructed -- on the continuing search for Solo.  Now considered a cold and routine MIA file, Section Five had probably done little during his absence.  Even though the missing agent was Section Two, the field agents only concentrated on current missions.  No time in this department for those who gave their lives in service of the cause, he bitterly reasoned.

 

At the top of his memo stack was a note from Cyril Smith to contact him about a coroner’s report.  Illya’s heart seemed to grind to a stop.  He heavily fell back into his chair.

 

No!  After all the work and the hopes -- no -- Napoleon couldn’t be dead!

 

Four AM.  Smith was not on duty yet.  Grabbing his coat, Illya rushed out and went to the coroner’s himself.  After brow-beating the night attendant, he bullied his way into the morgue and checked over the records of bodies identified in the last few weeks.  Bracing for the name of his partner, he was startled when his eyes raked across the name of Quan Lin.

 

Quickly scanning the autopsy report, he was confused to learn Lin was killed in a traffic accident the afternoon before their nighttime meet with Takamatsu.  So Lin never betrayed them.  It must have been his backers.  Then what happened to Napoleon?  The Filipino gang?  They didn’t know Napoleon at all.  Illya was the one who set up the face-to-face contacts with Lin.  Who else knew Napoleon was connected with the operation?

 

When he returned to HQ Illya tracked down Smith and Kalakaua in the cafeteria.  Joining them for coffee, he asked for updates and all they knew about Lin’s death.  It seemed a prosaic and common traffic accident.  How did it connect to Napoleon’s disappearance?  He asked what other methods they were using and Smith reluctantly admitted he only assigned Kalakaua to the task of finding Solo.  Forestalling Illya’s angry outburst, he assured Section Five had their hands full.

 

“We have a security breach that’s taking up my whole department.”

 

Kalakaua leaned forward, and across the table, whispered, “Yeah, someone is stealing the new amnesia drug from the lab rats.”

 

Vaguely recalling something about an upgraded amnesia drug that selectively erased memories for long periods of time, Illya refocused on the subject that was really important.

 

“There has to be a connection between Lin and Napoleon.”

 

“There is none that we can find,” Smith assured.

 

Leaving, Illya muttered under his breath severe Russian comments about incompetence.  If he had known weeks ago about  Lin’s death he could have made much more productive use of his time!  There might not be any Filipino connection at all with Solo’s disappearance!  Where did that leave him?  Searching the rest of the world, unfortunately.

 

 

III

“Mind Games”

 

 

Every day since Number Four’s transfer, Vann interviewed -- rather -- talked to the new patient.  Never lucid or communicative, she sensed something intelligent and knowing behind his condition.  As if the muteness was not a game or a façade, but an affliction beyond his ability to overcome.  Something he did want to defeat, but was unable to because of some unknown inhibition.  Most patients she helped did not have that indefinable, undefeatable nature beneath their mental problems.  This one did, she thought.

 

Mysterious, she decided.  The key to his inner turmoil was whoever belonged to the odd name.  Il-ya.

 

“I’m here to help you.  You can help me by talking.  We can find out who you are and where you belong.  Maybe this friend of yours is looking for you.  Illya?”

 

His eyes widened slightly and he looked at her.

 

“Is Illya a friend?  Family?  A brother?”

 

His face brightened.

 

“A brother.”

 

Now they were getting somewhere.  “Where is your brother now?”

 

Blank.

 

“Was he hurt in the incident when you were hurt?”

 

His brow crinkled in dismay at that thought.  Ah, a tangible hit in an emotional area.  Concern for his brother.  “Was your brother there?  Could he help you?  Did he help you?”

 

The expression deepened to dismay, then agitation as his right hand twitched.  He tried to speak, but as his lips moved no words came out. 

 

“Is your brother looking for you?”

 

His eyebrows raised.

 

“Yes, you think he is.  There is no need to fear me.  If you tell me your name we can find your brother.  Then you won’t be alone anymore.  He will come and be with you.”

 

For the first time in their session, he nodded.  Again, the mouth moved, this time into a form she recognized.  He could not utter the sound, but the name was clear.  Illya.  Everything centered around that missing brother.

 

 

***

 

 

“Mr. Kuryakin, just relax.  I know it’s been a while, but these are procedural sessions.  Nothing to worry about.”

 

“I am not worried.”

 

“Of course not.”

 

Good.  Their mutual lies were recognized.  The dreaded psych evaluation was starting out on the correct setting, Illya sighed inwardly with detached satisfaction.  Under the thinly veiled ruse of a necessary detail for his new promotion to Section Two Number One, the Russian sat here, across the desk from the head of UNCLE Psychiatric.  This was Waverly’s not-so-subtle demonstration that he believed -- along with probably the rest of NYHQ -- that Illya was one step away from a meltdown.

 

The veteran, calculated Russian would not ever be subject to anything overt like a mental or emotional collapse.  Nor was he vulnerable to demonstrations of histrionics.  According to Waverly, though, the man who mattered, Illya was obsessed.  Unreasonably fanatical about his missing partner.  No dispute there.  All Kuryakin thought about for over four weeks was finding Napoleon.  Still no trace of the absent operative, Waverly continued to demand he move on.  He had made a good show of conforming with the rules.  Only Miss Simms, Kalakaua and Smith knew his continued searches, the many phone calls to police agencies and hospitals.  The late night excursions to neighborhoods around HQ, asking questions of people who loitered on the streets. 

 

So far, no one remembered noticing a dark haired man in a blue Corvette.  As time swiftly sped away from the fateful date, memories faded, people drifted away.  Every empty day left the trail a little colder.  The chances of finding a lead grew more remote with each dark sunset.  Still, he could not surrender.  It would be his quest for as long as necessary.  Until he found Solo.

 

“I’d like to ask you something we’ve never covered in our interviews,” Dr. Lynn Karlston opened. 

 

Her voice was deceptively calm and piqued with interest.  Her blue eyes inviting, her oval face receptive.  Her shoulder-length blond hair swept back behind her ears.  The picture of pleasant professionalism.  The façade of a viper in waiting to most Section Two agents.  She, next to Waverly, held the power to keep an agent in the field, or not.  To make or destroy careers.  To judge the mental balance of an operative.  Several times Solo and Kuryakin had come here -- beyond the required evaluations -- because of their actions on assignment. 

 

Karlston’s expert probing seemed designed to find the flaws and exploit them.  As if she hoped to prove Section Two agents were unfit to handle the stress of spy work.  Specifically, Kuryakin and Solo were unfit to remain partners.  Knowing it would sound paranoid to anyone but he and his friend, he suspected a conspiracy to break up the partnership.  Engineered by Waverly and supported by Karlston.  They had failed.  But ultimately, they had their wish, didn’t they?  Napoleon was now missing.  The partnership was temporarily over. 

 

So why did they want to evaluate him?  For the all too obvious reason of seeing if he could handle the stress of the loss of a partner.  He refused to respond yet, so it forced her to do more talking.  Draw her out into the open, maybe her hidden agenda would be revealed.

 

“Why did you choose to be a field agent?”

 

The question was a surprise and he fought to keep his expression completely blank.

 

“With your various science degrees you would be one of the premier scientists in UNCLE.”  She paused, but he did not reply.  “With seven languages, your incredible intellect, you could have gone into any section in the organization.  Yet you chose to be a field operative.  A very successful one.”

 

Naturally distrustful of praise, he felt her drawn out enough to step into the conversation.  “Your point is?”

 

“I wondered if you ever thought perhaps it was because of your childhood?”

 

“How prosaic,” he sighed.  He had not expected something so mundane.  Blame everything on his childhood?  The direction was still obscure, but he knew now what her theoretical basis might be.

 

She frowned at the analysis.  “Running for your life, hunting human prey, life and death on the edge, intrigue and mistrust – your career.  Your childhood revisited,” she pointed out.

 

Illya remained cool and controlled.  “Working against THRUSH or international criminals is hardly comparable to evading Nazis in my youth.”

 

“Isn’t it?  Gypsies were your allies and you ran, disguised yourself, even helped with sabotage.  Sounds like career training for UNCLE.”

 

“Then you have answered your own question.”

 

“Your intellectual and professional achievements prove you are motivated, talented and focused.  Yet, you choose to risk your life in the high adventure field operations department of the organization.  Recapturing your childhood, or searching for something that is lacking in your life?”

 

Psych sessions had never gone in this direction before.  It puzzled him.  He thought he was here about his continued stubborn quest to prove Napoleon was still alive.  Where was she going with this?

 

“And your point?”

 

“Until a decade ago, you were predictable, Mr. Kuryakin.”

 

He frowned at what he considered an unfair and inaccurate assessment.  “I am not predictable.”

 

“You were.  Then you were assigned a partner,” she continued sharply.  “That changed you.”

 

His voice was admirably level.   “It didn’t,” he insisted firmly.  “Except my usual degree of efficiency was enhanced.  Usually.”

 

His face and voice betrayed nothing.  He could almost believe the lies himself.  Never would he admit the truth.  That ten years ago he found an anchor of trust.  A partner to connect with -- an unimagined other-half of his soul.  Now he was obsessed with reestablishing his foundation and rescuing his friend from whatever danger he was captured within.  Reclaiming his own life in the mission.  Reclaiming his brother.  Because until he had Napoleon at his side again, he was only half of a whole.

 

Moi brat.  My brother.  He would not explain the connection, the vital necessity of Solo in his life.  The balance, the trust, the faith they shared -- it was beyond something that could be dissected and combed through by mental doctors.  And the dreams -- no -- he could never confess that he felt and heard Napoleon in his dreams.  That his friend was trapped and in agony -- tortured and confused and damaged, in pain and torment -- but alive!  Calling to him -- alive!  If he confessed that he might as well resign and check into a mental ward, because no one in this cold steel building would ever accept that he had some kind of spiritual, emotional, psychic -- maybe all of the above -- connection with his friend and brother.

 

Her frown indicated she didn’t believe a word.  “I have numerous complaints from other Sections and from Mr. Waverly himself, about your devotion to Mr. Solo.  His devotion to you.  Breaking orders, defying protocol --

 

“I am aware of the details,” he cut her off.  “Isn’t that history?”

 

“Yes.”  She almost smiled.  “But do you believe that?  I want you to understand you can go on without your partner.  There is no need to be obsessed with guilt.”

 

“Guilt?  Why do you say that?”

 

“You don’t feel that you should have been there to save your friend?  That you could have made a difference?”

 

“I have no idea what happened to him.  There is no reason for guilt,” he denied sharply.

 

“You tell yourself you would have taken a bullet for him.  But you can’t handle the absence, the no-chance of a heroic effort --“

 

“Not true.”

 

“The not knowing – the absence of a body so there can never be any proof.  That is why you can’t believe Mr. Solo is dead.  Why you continue to search for him day and night.  Why you can’t accept his death and move on.”

 

Hot denial and arguments sizzled within, but he allowed the fiery emotions to be chilled by a frosty rejection.  “My feelings on this matter are irrelevant.  They do not affect my job performance.”  He stood.

 

“They affect you inside --“

 

“You are to evaluate my ability to continue as the leader of Section Two, yes?”  His voice was as cutting as his glare.  “Then render your judgment.  Whether I confront my emotions over this matter or not is my own affair so long as it does not detract from my duties.  Correct?”

 

With too much sympathy, she revealed the pity she felt.  “This incident could make or break you as an agent, Mr. Kuryakin.  And possibly as a person.”

 

He wouldn’t let the words concern him.  She had no idea how close they came to hitting the mark.  If anything could break him, it was not THRUSH or torture or facing death.  It was the loss he faced now.  The missing part of himself.  Living in the night now, he searched for a dawn of hope.  He could not let go of the possibility that Napoleon still lived.  What might really break him was finding that Napoleon was dead. 

 

Anger at the interrogation under the guise of therapy gave him a harsh resolve.  “If you consider me unfit for duty then state your objections.”

 

“You have to accept the death before you can move on.”

 

“Is that an order?”

 

“I am trying to help you deal with your grief.”

 

“Thank you.”  He stepped to the door.  “I am already dealing in my own method.  I trust you will allow me to continue.”

 

“You can’t go on forever like this.  One day it will hit you hard.”

 

What could be harder than thinking Napoleon would never come back?  A dead body.  Until then -- he fingered the ring in his pocket.  He intended to give the present back to his friend, in person.  Without a comment he slipped out the door.

 

 

***

 

“Illya.  Is that your name?”

 

no

stranger

interrogation

don’t break

illya

friend

save

illya – rescue

tovarich

illya      

 

 

“I’d like to help you.  My name is Dr. Vann.  What’s yours?”

 

 

strange

no

illya

 

 

“I think you could help me find out who you are.  Then you could go home.  Do you want to go home?”

 

 

home

illya

help

 

 

The brown-eyed man stared at her as if seeing right through to the other wall.  He did not respond to the questions in any way -- vocally, physically.  But she sensed -- through the brown eyes -- that he was thinking.  That inside was a brain working on the questions and either afraid to respond or too calculated to respond.  There was no familiar look of confusion or rejection as she had seen in so many eyes – windows to the various suffering souls she had seen pass thorough this office.  This man was still thinking, still fighting to be someone, or maybe find what was lost on the inside and out. 

 

The alteration from normal mental patients intrigued her.  She scheduled his sessions at the end of the day so she could study him as long as necessary.  During meals and recreation time she observed him.  On his walks around the perimeter of the hospital, shuffling along the fence as if longing to be free – she had observed his behavior.  Always to the edges with Number Four – the walls, the windows, the security fence, as if seeking the farthest point away from the hospital and the nearest to the free world.

 

Number Four seemed to have no problems functioning.  He could care for himself, respond to orders.  He caused no trouble.  She detected patterns though that further interested her.  Everything was examined by Number Four: utensils, walls, windows, people.  Even her!  Always, he seemed to be evaluating and thinking.  Yet, he would never speak.  Except when he saw the blond orderly and called him by the foreign name.

 

Illya.  It was Russian, she learned from one of the staff doctors.  Perhaps Four was Russian, but he understood English perfectly.  He did not respond to a few Russian words she tried.  Then again, he did not respond to the Queen’s English, either!

 

Yesterday was a good case in point:

 

The blond orderly came into the rec room and announced dinner-time.  Most of the patients, conditioned, stood and shuffled toward the door.  Four watched Sam, the blond, warily scrutinized the others.  As the last patient stepped through, Four jumped up, ran to Sam and grabbed him by the arm.  The contact lasted only a moment.  Startled or frightened, Four yelped out a cry, then was sprinting down the hall and to the metal-grated gate at the end of the ward.  The commotion excited the patients in the hall and the orderlies and even Dr. Vann.  Everyone after Four.

 

By the time they reached his position he had somehow opened the locked gate and sped through -- dodging, punching and karate-chopping three other orderlies who tried to stop him!  Vann raced behind the younger, more athletic attendants and doctors and arrived in the main lobby of the hospital in time to see Four barge out the front door.  He wasn’t fast -- still restrained by injuries -- but he knew how to evade and defend to get past numerous opposition. 

 

Almost out of breath, she arrived on the front lawn just as two muscular guards tackled and roughly subdued Four.  Walking as fast as her old lungs could manage, she shouted that they be careful and not harm him.  Two orderlies and Joey rushed past with a straight-jacket and they quickly trussed up the would-be escapee.  As they took him to isolation, Vann followed, worried about Four’s physical injuries.  Obviously they were not enough to inhibit him. He defiantly struggled, fighting to resist a return to imprisonment.

 

“Still trying to figure him out?” Joey asked breathlessly.

 

“Always.”

 

Studying him tonight, she quickly reviewed her assessment so far of Number Four.  She didn’t want to give him a name -- too personal.  But she cared about him because he was different.  She saw inside him a normal person fighting to get out.  There was hope that whoever he was he could return to that man.  And maybe she held the key to curing him somehow.  That would be a tremendous success for both of them – her because she could help cure someone, and him, because he was so desperate to return to his former life, but just couldn’t find the right path.  She had to act as his guide.

 

His history was unusual.  The severe beating.  Evidence of drugs when he came in -- unknown drugs that were never identified.  He didn’t fit the profile of a druggie -- fit, too healthy -- unusual scars but not needle tracks.  The scars were more consistent with battles or gunshots – perhaps a career in the military.

 

“Sam’s betting a keg that he’s a spy,” Joey, the orderly told her earlier today. “This Illya character is his arch-nemesis -- like his Moriarty.  I think he’s an undercover RCMP.  He was found out and attacked and now can’t remember who he is.”

 

“I think you boys have too much time on your hands.” She dismissed the imaginings with a wry smile.

 

“It fits.  Especially after what he did yesterday.  This was his second escape attempt.  Got all the way to the lawn, eh.  I bet next time he makes it.”

 

She wouldn’t take that bet, she told herself with a smile.  Number Four might just make the escape.  A spy?  The scars were more like James Bond than a policeman or a soldier.  And the escape attempts and furtive mental power -- yes, a spy.  Not in a million years in this little hamlet, she scoffed as she continued to question her patient and he stared at her with active eyes.

 

illl-ya

help illya

putting me away

find me

illya

 

 

 

IV

“Basket weavers who sit and smile”

 

 

Trying not to make it look like he favored his shoulder too much, Kuryakin briskly popped into he main entrance at Del Floria’s and made it through the usual check points of HQ.  The thoroughly wretched mission in Paris had been compounded by the necessity to fly back on coach.  Stuck between a short little Frenchman who twirled his waxed mustache and put on airs of being an international playboy, to the woman next to him who continually edged him out for the armrest and smelled of what must have been a whole bottle of cologne.

 

In the moments he could doze, he fell into restless sleep, dreaming -- dreaming as he always did -- as he had since the second week after Napoleon’s disappearance.  Napoleon.  He was trapped somewhere.  Calling for help.  Calling for Illya.  But the words, even Solo, were distorted -- strange and twisted images and sounds.  The only thing that really came through were the emotions.  Napoleon was lost, confused and suffering -- pleading for Illya to rescue him.

 

When Illya awoke, he felt miserable and helpless, as he always did.  Not just his sleep suffered from these disturbing episodes, but his emotions were raw and agonized.  His friend needed him and contrary to what the Russian always promised, he was not there this time.  He failed again -- not just another agent or a mission -- he failed his brother.  Anticipating an unpleasant debriefing with Rawlings -- Waverly probably went home by now -- he geared himself up for the interrogation where he would be demanded to explain how he failed to secure the vital documents proving THRUSH interference in the Paris peace talks.

 

Almost relieved to be back in the sterile confines of his office, he checked his memos and new report pile first.  Every day he steeled himself against the disappointment, and everyday he failed in that.  No news was bad news.  Another few days past with no new clues on Lin’s death or who could have killed him, or who abducted Napoleon.  Reports from the Pacific/Asian theater were all negative. 

 

Two months ago, when trails in New York were completely cold, he had stretched out his informants, gleaned information from operatives in Asian, trying to track Lin’s associates, Thinking (in one of his many wild theories) Napoleon had been kidnapped by the smugglers.  At first an appalling idea, Illya was now disappointed that was not what happened.  Even a trip to Manila and Singapore garnered no leads.  Friends in Hawaii were helping, but it seemed a hopeless cause.  Because if Lin’s people had nothing to do with taking Solo, then where was he?

 

Fully aware of the ideas, attitudes, even the office betting pools on the subject, Illya adamantly ignored the crass barbarism that allowed his colleagues to bet on whether Napoleon was rotting in the East River, or had been sold into slavery in Bangkok.  Knowing the heavy money was on the death-by-cement-shoes angle, Kuryakin maintained his mission to not give up.  To surrender to the mere thought that Napoleon was dead was more than he could imagine.  Better to spend his life like this, in seemingly useless pursuit of a ghost, than to think it was all over.  At least this way he had something to fill his life, cover up the gap where Solo had been.  Because if Napoleon WAS dead, so much of Illya’s life/ meaning was over, too.  He would not accept that without proof.

 

The intercom buzzer was an annoying nuisance and he answered it without relish.  The voice on the other end was Waverly himself ordering an immediate meet in his office.  Surprised, hoping there was some huge disaster afoot so he could focus his mind on something else, Illya quickly left.  As soon as he walked in the room, Waverly looked up and stabbed him with an unpleasant glare.  He didn’t ask him to sit.

 

“Reports from Paris are unfortunate, Mr. Kuryakin.  The failure to secure the THRUSH documents not only allows that organization more power, it diminishes our claims in the eyes of world leaders.  Aside from that,” he gruffly continued, “it endangers the stability of many nations.  The war in Vietnam is escalating and we have the means to stop it, even reverse it, if we can prove THRUSH interference.  There is the possibility this could grow to a global conflict.  Your failure to intercept those documents sets back our mandate far beyond this single mission.”

 

“Yes, sir.”  He was well aware of the magnitude of the fiasco.  What else could he say?

 

“I am afraid, this is not the first catastrophe in recent months.”

 

At first, he thought the leader was speaking of Solo’s disappearance.  Perhaps even Kini’s injuries.  Unable to comment on either devastation, Kuryakin saw Waverly was reviewing debriefing papers from several other Section Two missions untaken in recent weeks.  All disappointing, if not disastrous.

 

“As an agent in this organization and particularly as leader of Section Two, you must set your priorities straight, Mr. Kuryakin.”

 

He had been off stride, yes.  How could he not be?  His other half was gone, of course he would be off balance.  It didn’t get any better.  It was, in fact, worse than that first week of not knowing, of fear and emptiness.  Now, he lived with the dreams that were disorienting and emotionally grating.

 

“Yes, sir,” he automatically responded, not sure where the boss was going with this.

 

Waverly stopped shuffling papers and stared at him.  “I am aware of your energies in the Asian area.  Your efforts to draw others into your search for Solo.”

 

Policed in controlling his emotions at all times, Kuryakin knew he did not give away the shock that felt like cold water in his veins.  So, the old man was aware of everything after all.  A finger on the pulse of all agents at all times, it seemed.  Moriarty or God or a little of both?  Very well, then they knew where they stood.  Before he could offer any comments of denial or agreement, came the continuation of the onslaught.

 

“You will cease these operations immediately, Mr. Kuryakin.  Mr. Solo will be officially listed as presumed dead.”

 

“Sir --“

 

“As standard procedure, other departments in this organization will continue efforts to establish his status,” Waverly broke in.  “Alive or dead, he is no longer your concern.”

 

The statement could not be farther from the truth.  Did he passionately argue the foolishness of such a philosophy, or did he ignore it and covertly do a better job of not just searching for his friend, but concealing it from his superiors?  That would be impossible since he utilized so much of UNCLE personnel and equipment to continue his quest.  Give in?  Impossible.  If not his conscience, then his nightmarish dreams would haunt him until he would lose his sanity.  To lose his friend was bad enough, to accept it was his own form of death.

 

“He’s still alive sir,” he risked, the response more automatic than it should have been.  It was an instinctual certainty.  “I cannot give up.”

 

“Mr. Solo’s status it not the issue.  You will abandon your obsession, Mr. Kuryakin, or you will resign.  You either work for this organization or you do not.  Which shall it be?  Your resignation or your commitment?”

 

The ultimatum had been given before, to both he and Solo.  Their partnership brought them into conflict too many times with the organizational structure, with the team effort and politics of UNCLE.  Now he had to make the choice.  No, he could not. 

 

UNCLE was the safety net keeping him from falling into an abyss of hopelessness and isolation.  He wasn’t sure what he would do without the purpose and ideology that kept him going every day.  More importantly, he would never find Napoleon without the resources of the huge enforcement agency.  Could he utilize the attributes of technology and operatives covertly enough to not be detected by Waverly in the future?  He had to.  Because he was not giving up his search.  UNCLE was important, finding Solo was vital.

 

“My commitment, sir.”

 

Waverly nodded.  “Very well.”  He looked down at the paperwork, his mind already on other matters.  “You may return to the work you have neglected for too long.”

 

“Yes, sir.”


Walking down the corridor, back to his office, he projected what he wanted others to see: the aloof façade he always adopted within these walls.  Occasionally, the barriers cracked in the past -- in times of stress -- mostly, in times of humor or bantering with his partner.  That didn’t happen anymore, and it would not until Solo walked beside him in these cold corridors.

 

Inside the protection of his office -- Napoleon’s office that was still furnished and decorated exactly the same as the night Napoleon walked out of here for the last time -- Illya paced to the desk.  Unable to give his attention to the paperwork, to the status of missions or probable assignments, he walked a tight circuit, expelling the depression.

 

“He’s not dead,” came the quiet assurance, a whisper, a tentative speculation.  Something he had believed and thought, but never spoken aloud except in Waverly’s office.  Now, with more conviction and certainty, he felt the spider web-wisps of emotions and memories from the dreams.   “I would feel it, I would know it,” he muttered to himself as he walked.  “Now, I can feel you, Napoleon,” he believed.  “You’re confused and in pain -- but  alive.  You are somewhere calling to me.  And I will find you, my friend.  No matter how long it takes, or what I must do, I will find you.” He threaded fingers through his hair and wanted to scream with frustration.  Sometimes it felt as if Napoleon was just beside him - the presence so close he expected to turn around and touch him.  “Don’t give up, tovarich,” he anguished.  “I will come for you.”

 

 

***

 

 

Dr. Vann arrived in the ward just in time to witness a spirited struggle between two orderlies and Number Four.  With no sympathy for the patient’s weak arm they roughly pulled him from a broom closet and shoved him against a wall.  Not deterred, Four wriggled out of their grasp and made for the closet again before they could close and lock the door.  With more force this time, they slammed him to the wall and one pressed him there, holding his good limb in an arm-lock.

 

“What do you think you’re doing to that patient?” the doctor shouted, appalled.

 

“He tried to escape again,” the tall, brought looking orderly answered. 

 

Considering the speaker was built like a lumber jack and the second one like a wrestler -- roughing up a patient who was physically recovering from serious injury and still shuffled instead of walked, she was livid. 

 

“That’s enough.”

 

“He’s still got fight in him,” the spokesman said.  “Third attempt at escape this weekend.  We can’t even hold him in a straightjacket!”

 

Another orderly joined the fray.  Vainly Four fought against the muscled, younger men.  Vann wondered at his desperation.  At the pathetic, yet spirited defiance in the blazing eyes and the moaning against the physical pain through gritted teeth.  The confinement was more hurting to him than the injuries, and his fortitude seemed undaunted as he skirmished against all odds for freedom.  Number Four hated captivity.  As three orderlies struggled to get him into a straight-jacket, he became more violent.  One man, Cordell, jammed an elbow into Four’s face.  The resulting nose bleed slowed the patient but did not deter him much.  The blow obviously stunned him, but he continued to fight.

 

Approaching with a sedative, she warned the men to hold him steady.  Four’s brown eyes widened with anger and trepidation when he saw the syringe.  He knew what was coming.  His memory, or brain, or emotional quality might be diminished, but he was still intelligent, still cunning, and filled with an incredible knack for survival. 

Reason and logic, however, were no longer prevalent, thus his continued challenge for freedom.  Despite physical injury, confinement, sedation, he kept coming back.  Violently he strained against the jacket he hated with a passion. 

 

He knew the punishment for attempted escape.  Why did he persist?  He was their most notorious rebel.  Was it desperation?  Just an instinct to escape?  Or was he trying to leave here and go home?  To Illya?  Slowly, the medication took affect and he relaxed.  His eyes blinked, the sharp rebelliousness dulling into drugged apathy.  Sweating, panting, he leaned his head against the wall and stared at her.  No fear.  Bitter disgust.  Did he hate her?  Or was it self-loathing that he had failed again?

 

“Why do you do this, Number Four?” she quietly asked, voicing her frustrated irritation.  “Why do you keep coming back for more punishment?  You cannot win.”

 

His eyes fluttered.  They focused beyond her, through her.

 

“Are you trying to go home?”  Nothing.  “Are you trying to find Illya?”

 

The eyes zeroed in on hers.  Yes, that name was the trigger.  The sum of everything that went on behind those eyes.  He would never admit it.  He still did not trust her.  But whoever belonged to that magic name was the motivation for everything he did here.  Number Four ate, slept and plotted freedom.  To get outside these walls and bars and find Illya.

 

 

***

 

 

When you eliminate the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth.  If only Sherlock Holmes were here now to help solve this puzzle.  Ten weeks.  With every day that passed he felt increasingly emptied inside.  The non-existent trail was now hopelessly cold.  No witnesses helped.  No evidence.  Napoleon Solo had simply vanished.

 

Glumly doodling on the exterior of a file folder, Illya made a list of possibilities.  These scenarios played out in his mind a thousand times over the last weeks.  Writing them down in black and white did not help anything but to give a tangible account of where his focus was set for so long.  His evidence of failure.

 

UNCLE officially listed Solo presumed dead.  Starting back at the beginning, he reviewed possibilities from the last eyewitness account of anyone talking with Solo.  Receptionist.  Before that, Dori.  Who said Napoleon was searching for Lin.  But there was no evidence to support that.  The call from Lin, supposedly, that was not documented on any recording.  How had it come in, he wondered, for the first time realizing there was no paper trail.

 

Taking his natural suspicions to the limit, he questioned Dori’s statements.  He questioned everyone who had dealings with his partner that day.  If motive meant anything, who, besides any THRUSH operative, would want to make Napoleon disappear?  THRUSH assassins would have made a splashy death of the Number Two UNCLE agent in North America.  Smugglers -- their MO was also a very visible death -- a warning against those who opposed them. 

 

Who hated Solo enough to quietly make him disappear -- kill or capture?  Wryly, he thought those who hated Napoleon most were right next to him -- his own fellow agents.  The top operatives in Section Four would be his prime candidates for harming Napoleon.  Price and her friends certainly threatened Napoleon after Kini’s injury.  Did they lure him into a trap and murder him?

 

Absurd.  But did such a scenario fit the facts?  His instincts started to flush with a familiar, warm sense of right.  Was he on the correct track at last?  There were very few facts, but now that his mind started to seriously consider this extreme possibility, he followed it to the next logical steps.  Did Price, Craft and Warner have alibis for that night?  He never checked.  Were they capable of catching the Chief Enforcement agent of UNCLE off guard enough to damage or kill him? 

 

Yes.  They were professionals.  They would have the advantage of complete surprise.  Napoleon would have never suspected an attack from an ally, he knew with a chill of dread.

 

Motive, yes.  Means, yes.  Opportunity, yes.

 

 

***

 

 

Craft attended the morning Section briefing.  Covertly, Illya studied him, wondering if the man was capable of cold blooded murder of another UNCLE agent.  Craft loved Kini and gossip had it he visited the comatose young woman every day.  Kalakaua, representing Section Five, reported there were still no clues in apprehending the amnesia drug thief.  But, there were no further thefts, either.  Angus Cooper, Number Three, covering for Section One, asked how much of the drug had been stolen.  Enough for twelve injections.

 

After the briefing, Illya walked with Ty Kalakaua and asked for more time in the security archives.  On a strictly personal basis.  Willing to help find Napoleon, and bend the rules a little for a good cause, Ty joined him as he reviewed the security tapes at the exits and exterior of UNCLE HQ the night of Kini’s injury.  Ensconced in the comfortable Section Five editing office, Illya had everything he needed at his fingertips.  The monitors could run three screens at a time of video taped material.  Sitting in a cozy chair, coffee and snacks barely out of reach on the left (Section Five operatives never wanted for anything it seemed) he had all evening to study the tapes.  The security data for that night had been reviewed often, and Kalakaua had permanent copies set aside for the ongoing investigation.  Although Solo’s case had been downgraded to the presumed dead file, it was standard procedure to go through some motions.  Watching the images flicker by, Illya felt he had memorized these people and their movements.  Still, he was alert for any tiny irregularity, an small indication that could be a clue.

 

Craft and Warner departed from the underground garage before three am. Both in the same car that turned left onto the street.  Dori Price exited just before Napoleon, her vehicle also turning left.  Solo’s Corvette reached the exit driveway and turned left.

 

Nothing surprising or suspicious about that.  Solo’s direction was consistent with him heading to their apartment building.  Price?  He did a quick computer check of her address.  Her apartment was an easier access by turning right.  Craft and Warner lived in different neighborhoods and Craft would have saved time if he turned left, but Warner was going out of his way by turning left.  Curious, without another direction to go in, Illya reviewed other tapes of exits by agents from the underground garage.  Before the date of Napoleon’s disappearance, it was usual for Craft, Warner, Price and Kini Takamatsu to all go to THE MASK CLUB (UNCLE’s cover nightclub where an entrance was located) every night after their shift. 

 

Checking the internal security tapes, he learned that the night of Kini’s injury, the three of them stayed at the Infirmary for hours, when not in debriefings, then all left just before Solo.  Not unusual.  Nothing suspicious.  The next day, Price was late to work, citing emotional distress.  Craft and Warner hovered at the Infirmary for much of the day.  In the succeeding days and nights, he noted that the trio gathered at Kini’s room until about seven at night, then all would go their separate ways. 

 

Patterns.  Before and after the incident there were patterns.  The precedent was broken the night of Kini’s injury.  Still no proof, but Illya believed it was something.  Why did they break the pattern?  Why not stay all night in the Infirmary with their injured friend?  That was what friends did, was it not?  The Russian had learned that from the best.  He could not count the times Napoleon had lurked in hospital rooms with him until Illya awoke -- and Kuryakin had done the same for his partner when Solo was injured. 

 

Not much to go on, but something.  At this point, even a thin thread was more than he had already.

 

 

***

 

 man - packages

dark clothes

blond hair

thin

wrong

approach

mean orderly

watching

 narrowed dark eyes

truck

escape

 

illya

looking

illya

looking

 

delivery truck

 

crazy clara beating  lawn furniture

mean orderly

carry away

 

delivery truck

run

dash

lawn

 driveway

jump

behind boxes

breathing hard

wait

so many times

illya

running

hiding

no alarm

easy

sneaky

big box

mean orderly

grab

fight

familiar pain

capture

no

not whitejacket

failure

separation

no

do not belong here

illya

help

 

 

***

As usual, Number Four was disgruntled and sullen in his expression as he glared at her.  Unreasonably, she felt the need to explain why he was, yet again, in a straight-jacket.

 

“If you would stop attempting to escape we could conduct these sessions without restraints.

 

Soft music played in the background.  The phonograph was an experiment.  She thought soothing music would help with patient sessions.  For some it did calm.  Others were oblivious.  Four noticed.  When a new album clicked down the stack and onto the turntable, he looked at the phonograph.  Sometimes recognition would flicker in his eyes as a Glenn Miller or Dean Martin song played.  Then he would glance back to her in a blank stare.

 

“Why won’t you help me?”

 

The appeal triggered some infinitesimal emotion in his eyes.  The brown eyes that seemed blank to the casual observer, but were mostly filled with intelligence, wariness, calculating strategy and then back to wariness.  His mood swings could be registered in his energy level, his resistance level, but mostly in those deep, brown eyes.  

 

She was learning to read them, and he continued to confuse her completely.  At times, when the eyes indicated a lucid astuteness, she thought she was breaking through.  Then the next day it was almost as if he was drugged -- back to the sullen trepidation and dull gaze.  She had even triple checked the meds given by the orderlies, in case he was mistakenly given too much sedative, but that was never the case.

 

He glared silently now.  It unnerved her.  Against the rules, she trusted her instincts, knowing he was not violent and would not hurt her.  Before she had completely thought through her own rebellion to established procedure, she was unlatching the jacket and freeing him.

 

He flexed his arms and fingers, his expression easing, his body relaxing.  He sat on the edge of the chair, as if ready to spring out, but did not.  Watching her was his only interest.  Except he was fiddling with the loose sleeves on the hospital-issue pajamas.  Then he played with the collar, as if adjusting a tie?  The sleeves -- shooting his cuffs?  Her husband used to do that all the time.  He had been a natty, meticulous dresser, and for a moment she transposed the image of her beloved Tom being dressed in hospital pajamas and a straight jacket.  It was a pathetic and depressing image, but transposing that back, she knew in the real world this man, Number Four, had been a businessman or other occupation in which he was a smart dresser.

 

Again, she felt so deeply the loss.  This was a once intelligent and aware man with a life outside these walls.  Some dreaded Fate had intervened and brought him here with a diminished mind.  Why couldn’t she break through?  It was so demeaning to call him by a number and not by his proper name – that she could not put him back together with his life.  And Illya, whoever that important person was.  In her imagination, she felt this Illya person was probably looking as hard for this man as Four was searching and striving to locate Illya.

 

“Can’t you tell me what you want?”  Curious, she leaned on the edge of the desk and touched his shirt.  “You’re used to wearing a shirt and tie and jacket,” she assessed.  Tom’s perfect knots in the ties and cuffs properly exposed beyond the jacket sleeves came to mind again.  “You’re a businessman maybe?”  She touched the shaggy, thick, dark hair behind his ear.  “Maybe you would like a haircut?”

 

He tugged at the hair at his neck.  The brown eyes focus on something far away.  A memory?  She asked, interrogated, probed, but he remained silent.  Just toying with the hair.  Then he looked back at her and scratched his chin. 

 

“A shave?”

 

So personal grooming was important to Four.  She called for the proper supplies and went through the activities herself, afraid an orderly would disrupt the sudden trust Four was placing in her.  She snipped his hair and shaved him with an electric razor.  Motioning a finger against his teeth, she provided a better toothbrush and brand of toothpaste for him.

 

Then she scrounged a white shirt, sports coat and tie from Dr. Preston.  It was an ill fit, and Four knew it.  He fussed with the shoulder adjustment and cuffs, then took a long time over the tie.  His movements were slow and clumsy due to the continued soreness from his injuries.  Patting down the jacket, he looked at her, confused.

 

His progress, then regression was confusing to her.  In the middle of the week, he seemed sharp and obviously thinking.  By their Friday appointment he was dulled and completely subdued.  None of it made sense.

 

The record player clicked to the next album.  Frank Sinatra.  FLY ME TO THE MOON.  Four shot his cuffs again, then stepped over and took her by the hand.  Without a word, he pulled her into a natural embrace and started dancing.  He was smooth, she diagnosed with embarrassment.  She had not danced with anyone since her husband died.  And Four was – natural, relaxed, firmly in control and perfectly in step.  He had done this a hundred times, she bet.

 

Close, studying him in a familiar element, she knew he was indeed someone used to a good life.  Good suits, neat appearance, cultured music, classical dance.  In his former life, he must have a girlfriend.  His little finger did still have a very faint tan line -- pinky ring -- a sign of a gentleman bachelor.  No wedding ring or tan line from a ring was on his left ring finger; there was no Mrs., but a man like this would not be without company.  The instinctive move of invitation, his skill with the dance, was proof he did this all the time. 

 

“You are an enigma,” she told him quietly. 

 

It was the most poignant moment of her career, she realized, swept with melancholy.  This man – she hated to call him Four – this man was somebody real and significant away from here.  Some disaster had brought him to this alien place, brought him to the silent suffering.  Did she have the skill to cure him and make sure he returned to a good life out there?  A life with nice music and good clothes and an anchor named Illya.

 

Easing back from his casual embrace, she told him, “Can you tell me the last time you heard this song?  Can you tell me?”  His stare was calm, but no recognition of what she said.  “Help me break in.  Help me free those memories you have locked away.”  Nothing.  “If you tell me all you know then we can find Illya for you.”

 

His eyes flickered with annoyance and distrust.  As they always did when she talked about the phantom name.  The key to his past.  As always, it unlocked only resentment.

 

It was now important that she succeed.  Smooth, cultured and a real charmer, she wanted to help him.  With a sinking heart, she hoped there was something she could do.  This was Wednesday night.  By Friday, he would be listless and empty again.  Maybe not.

 

The song changed.  A snappy little tune by Dean Martin.  YOU’RE NOBODY TILL SOMEBODY LOVES YOU.  She nearly groaned at the apropos irony.  

 

A knock at the door sounded and the orderly announced she had a phone call.  The spell broken, her patient released his comfortable hold on her waist and stepped back. 

 

The slight progress made was still there.  She could see confusion, but not defeat in his eyes.  Thinking.  Plotting again?  He always seemed to be plotting.  Except the weekends when he was so listless.  She made a mental note to have him monitored carefully starting Friday.

 

The orderly entered and grabbed Four by the arm.  She wanted to protest the tough treatment, but knew Four’s penchant for resistance had put the orderlies on guard.  Another few sessions like this, though, and she hoped to make a breakthrough.

 

 

***

 

“Normally I wouldn’t sanction spying on colleagues,” Cyril Smith cautioned as he entered the screening room. 

 

Ty and Illya looked up, but there was no hint of regret from the Enforcement Agent.  “Thank you.”

 

“What did you find?” Smith asked, taking a seat next to Ty.

 

“Dori Price is from Ottawa.  She flies to Toronto every Thursday.  Day trip.  Comes back that night.  Rents a car from the airport for a few hours and comes back.  Got that from tapping into the security cameras at the airport.”

 

“Today is Tuesday.”

 

Smith nodded in confirmation.  “There’s already a work schedule putting Price on a vacation day on Friday.”

 

The black and white video of airport security showed a recognizable Price wearing a nurse’s uniform.  Checking and double checking, Kuryakin confirmed she was not on any UNCLE related mission that would need a disguise.  She was not a field agent anyway, and would not do anything for Section Four requiring taking on a role.  The suspicious behavior was really nothing to go on, but he had already admitted weeks ago he was past hopeless -- past grasping at straws and on to the ridiculous and outrageous clues to find his partner.

 

Returning to his office, Illya started an investigation of the hospitals, clinics and medical related businesses in the Toronto area.  It would be a long and tedious search.  There had to be a quicker way to discover if Craft, Price and Warner were involved with Napoleon’s disappearance.  It was hard to believe fellow agents would kidnap or hurt the head of Section Two.  When he remembered that hate in their eyes, though, the passions running high the night Kini was injured, it didn’t take any imagination at all to believe the top agents in Section Four were capable of hurting Napoleon.

 

What if Napoleon did not leave the ring and communicator under Kini’s pillow?  What if they were left by someone else?  Then they would be trophies -- offerings.  And what fate would they demand to one they felt responsible for maiming a cherished loved one?  They could have killed Napoleon outright, but Illya was hoping not.  Then what?  The possibilities made his skin crawl.

 

 

***

 

 

Illya

no

delivery

escape

quiet

careful

stealth

 

free

run

outside outside outside

 

illya

 

find Illya

 

white coats

no

sick-shot

no

illya

help

need you

illya

 

***

 

 

Searching the office of a Section leader was no small risk.  Various internal security monitors and members of the office staff were dangerous blockades.  It would take a deal of planning and timing.  In the meantime, Illya took the opportunity to take an early lunch and break into Craft’s apartment Wednesday.

 

When he found a small vial of the amnesia drug (labeled and still in the original bottle) in a hidden spot behind a book on the shelf, he was amazed.  Why would Craft be involved in the burglarizing of the labs for a new drug? Because he needed someone to forget something.  His heart raced to the conclusion that it had to be Napoleon.  No logic behind that, but he went back to the images he saw in his dreams -- retained in his vivid memory even now.  Captured, disoriented, searching.  The Solo in his mind was one who did not know where he was.  Maybe not even who he was.

 

Communicator beeping, Illya answered it in an automatic whisper.  Even though he was alone, he was keenly aware of the violation he was conducting.

 

“Yes?”

 

“You better get back here now,” Kalakaua spoke urgently.  “Kini’s dead.”

 

 

 

V

“Trees and flowers and chirping birds.”

 

 

“You’re sure it was natural causes?”

 

Even as Illya read the chart, he knew that was what happened.  Comatose for weeks, the body gave up fighting the massive injuries to the brain and vital organs.  Illya asked if anyone was with her when she died.  No.  Craft came after he was notified by the doctor.  Emotional and distraught, Craft left after he had some private time with the patient.  Feeling a sense of urgency, Illya ran to the elevator and paced within the small metal confine until it stopped at the Section Four level.  Racing now, he ran to Craft’s office, not really surprised to find it empty.   

 

Stopping to question Warner in Section Five, the man swore he did not know where Craft went to, just that he was upset and left.  And Price?  She left also. 

 

Illya dashed to the security center and asked Smith to run the surveillance tapes for the last hour.  Craft and Price were both on film leaving -- separately.  Enlisting the help of his staff and Section Five operatives, airlines were called for reservations in Craft or Price’s names.  Not wasting time, Illya requisitioned a helicopter to take him to the airport.  It was a wild hunch, but the only one that made sense.  Craft knew where Napoleon was.  Price went every week to administer the amnesia drug to Solo.  It was starting to come together.

 

They were keeping Solo prisoner, he pondered as he flew over the city.  Why?  To make him suffer for what happened to Kini?  Why didn’t they attack and punish Kuryakin?  Napoleon was the top agent, yes, but Illya was the one who was with Kini -- was supposed to protect her!  Why punish Napoleon and not him?  Yet, could there have been a more agonizing torture than losing his partner?  Never discovering what happened to his friend?  No, only a conclusive death would be worse.  So, both had suffered for the mistake.

 

And if his theory was correct, why not just kill Napoleon?  To prolong the grisly, inhuman suffering that he had imagined his friend was under -- to equal what had been done to Kini.  Now, he was afraid that was what would happen.  With Kini’s death there was no reason to keep torturing Napoleon.  Illya felt a whole new urgency to find Solo.

 

Smith tapped him on the shoulder, the man’s face grave.  “Just got a call from the lab.  Another theft.  A vial of sea-snake poison is missing.  That’s the stuff that never shows up in an autopsy.  Agonizing and lethal stuff.  No antidote.”

 

Undetectable poison - makes death look like a heart attack.  Whoever Price had been feeding the amnesia drug to was now going to die.

 

Cold with dread, Illya snapped the intercom over to the airport, noting his hand was shaking.  He ordered the UNCLE jet to be ready as soon as he landed.  As head of Section Two he could authorize such emergency transport as helicopters and jets.  It was all coming together.  This was an emergency.  Pieces were still missing, but he knew his friend was going to die now.  Craft was going to murder Napoleon unless Illya stopped it. 

 

 

***

 

 

Arriving in Toronto far ahead of the other UNCLE agents, and his target, Illya -- thoroughly disguised with false facial hair and a wig -- waited at a side street from the rental car agency Price always used.  Nerves jittery and eating him alive inside, he was outwardly cold and detached.  This was where he would be reunited with his friend.  Napoleon was still alive.  He would stop them from the final step in their viciously sick plot.  Yes, he would stop them.  They would not get anywhere near his friend.

 

Nervous, he pulled the iolite ring from his pocket.  Soul connector.  He was about to find out if his connected soul-partner was still alive.  He KNEW Napoleon was alive.  He would have felt it if Solo was dead.  Logically, Price would not be making this last trip with lethal poison if Solo was alive.  But strangely, it was his psychic connection that soothed his anxiety -- his soul connection -- rather than reason that gave him hope.

 

Price and Craft, in a blue sedan, pulled out of the airport lot in Toronto.  Illya followed at a sedate pace.  There was a tracker on the car, but he wanted to keep them within occasional sight.  Everything in his life depended on him preventing their mission.  For weeks he had been an empty shell.  The chance to regain life and meaning and substance again was within his grasp.  If he failed and allowed his friend to be murdered after all this -- he could not bear that kind of burden.

 

Kilometers into the country, Illya became nervous again.  Were they leading him away from Napoleon?  Did they detect the tail?  Rambling over hill and dale was not what he expected.  When the other agents turned into the parking lot of the old, castle-like building, he also pulled through the gates of the Pine Crest Hospital.  Recovery and Mental Health Facility.

 

The blue sedan was empty.  Craft and Price were gone!  Alarm spiking, he parked quickly and raced to the entrance.  There was a reception desk and with strained agitation he asked about the nurse who just entered.  He was directed to the elevators.  What floor?  The receptionist didn’t notice.  Illya impatiently checked the directory.  Mental Clinic?  Intensive Care?  Mental.  It seemed the only logical choice.  Aware he had wasted precious time, he cursed himself for not stopping them when they reached the hospital. 

 

The doors to the Mental Ward were locked and he proffered his ID to the receptionist.  Finally convincing her to open the ward, without more than a pause, he raced down the corridor.  Dodging zombie-like patients lurking in the halls, hoping one of the vacant faces did not belong to his partner, he jogged along the corridor.  At each room he glanced in, looking for Price.  Aware he was wasting valuable time, knowing hospital staff were shouting at him, he raced to find Dori.

 

Opening a door, in the same motion he plunged into the room, recognizing the rogue agent and moving on her before she could react.  She was shooting something out of a hypodermic into a water pitcher.  Gasping in surprise at his arrival, she hesitated a moment. 

 

Drawing his Walther, he kept a steady bead on her.  “Drop it, Dori.  I know what you’re doing.  You’re not going to murder Napoleon.”  He stepped forward.

 

Without comment, after only the barest hesitation, she plunged the needle into her arm a microsecond before he reached her.  Dori collapsed into his arms and he shook her violently.

 

“Where is Napoleon?  What have you done with him?”

 

Her face twisted in pain, but an evil smile played on her lips.  “You deserved it,” she gasped.  “You -- both -- deserved -- it.”

 

“What?” he agonized, barely keeping his fists from throttling her.  “Where is Napoleon?”

 

“Dead.”

 

“No!”

 

Her eyes rolled back and her head lifelessly flopped onto his arm.

 

“What is going on?” a strident, authoritative voice demanded from the doorway.

 

There wasn’t time to explain.  Craft was somewhere on the grounds killing his friend!  Dori must have been the back up with the poison.  No!  Napoleon could not be dead!

 

Spinning around, he growled that the door was blocked.  Grabbing his ID case, he knew he had to deal with this irritation before he could move on, but he was not going to afford it more than a few precious seconds.  He couldn’t search for his friend hampered by their interference, but would not allow it to cost him Napoleon’s life.  He proffered his card to a woman wearing the name tag of Dr. Vann, a grey-haired woman in a white physician’s coat.  Hands on her hips, fire in her eyes, he knew this was the main barrier to bypass before he would be granted access to find Solo.

 

Belatedly realizing he did not look like his ID photo -- and sensing his false mustache was flapping when he talked (loosened in the struggle with Dori he guessed) he removed the fake hair on face and head, revealing his true appearance.  After identifying himself as an UNCLE agent, he went through a description of his partner: height, dark hair, brown eyes, strong chin, mole on the left jaw --

 

Her eyes widened and his skin chilled. 

 

He had found his friend.

 

“It is a very long story,” he breathlessly explained.  “His name is Napoleon Solo.  He is my partner.  He has been missing for months.  This woman wanted to kill him.  Don’t let anyone touch that hypodermic or the water in the pitcher.  It is poisoned.  Her partner is loose somewhere hunting my friend.  Where is Napoleon?”

 

An orderly with dark, curly hair volunteered that he knew Four was a spy.  He was always trying to escape.  He was out on the grounds for exercise now.  But he was always watched because he was tricky.  Then the young man cautioned he should maybe not believe another spy.

 

“I am an agent for the U. N. C. L. E. . My name is Illya Kuryakin.  I am here --“

 

“Illya?” the doctor gasped.

 

Obviously the name was significant and his hopes surged.  “It means something to you.”

 

“Yes,” she acknowledged, critically assessing him.  “Illya.  Number Four -- that’s the only word he speaks.”  She paused in amazement.  “And only when he sees one of our orderlies -- blond . . . .  Who could pass for a relative of yours.”

 

Stomach twinging at the news of Napoleon’s trauma, ignoring the implications of his partner spending so long in a mental institution, he pressed on.  “Where is he?”

 

She was too surprised or cautious to trust him completely.  Illya was already running for the nearest exit, the orderly and the doctor trailing behind.

 

 

***

 

familiar

search

help

red-hair

familiar

not illya

help

 

“Illya! Illya!”

 

need you

you came

no

don’t leave

help

red-wavy-hair

blue eyes

fight

no

hurt

fight

help

hurt

 

“Illya!”

 

need you

 

“Illya!”

 

 

***

 

 

Solo was not immediately sighted in the main yard where most of the patients ambled.  Joey, the orderly, directed Kuryakin to the likely places his friend was usually found.  Maybe Napoleon tried to escape again.  Or Craft already found him?  Sprinting through the grounds, angling toward the trees preceding the fence, Illya spotted a man in a white coat wrestling with someone.  The patient was violently struggling out of a straight jacket.  The dark hair, the fighting --

 

“Napoleon!”

 

Craft turned toward him as Kuryakin drew his Walther.  Not stopping to aim, he kept charging, but before he could get a bead, Craft took refuge behind a frantic Solo.  He fired without warning and Illya went down behind a tree.  Heart in his throat, he knew Napoleon’s wrestling had spoiled Craft’s aim and that was the only reason he was still alive.

 

“Illya!”

 

Kuryakin cringed at the plaintive, familiar voice he thought never to hear again.  A tone wrenchingly scared and desperate.  He had never heard such open panic in his friend.  Clearly, Napoleon was not himself.  Unpleasant as that was, he would have to deal with it later.  Cautiously, he peeked around the tree.  Craft was dragging a struggling Solo away.  He couldn’t let Craft take Napoleon. 

 

“Let him go, Neil!  It’s over!”

 

“Not until you are both dead!  You killed Kini!”

 

“You’ve made us suffer,” Illya viciously shot back.  He tried to get a steady aim on Craft’s head. If only he had his extended barrel and scope, this would be a tricky, but possible shot.  Now, the risk of hitting Napoleon was too great.  “You proved your point!  Let him go!”

 

“You don’t understand anything about suffering!  Solo and his arrogance!  He always thought he was so brilliant!  The hot-shot of Section Two!  And you!  You are supposed to be so clever and cunning and you let Kini die!  But not before she languished for months!”

“There’s no way out, Neil.  Drop your weapon and let Napoleon go.” 

 

“Illya,” Solo shouted, the look of confusion and panic sickening to see.  He fought to free himself, but Craft held him tight.

 

“I still have a way out.  But you and Solo go with me.  Throw down your pistol and come out here.”

 

“No.”

 

“Then I’ll make you.  Maybe it’s better this way.  You were the one who was supposed to protect her.  You didn’t.  This is your last payback.”

 

Craft aimed the barrel at Solo’s chest and fired.  Napoleon tried to twist away, partially tangled in the straight jacket.  Pain, surprise, flashed across Solo’s face, then he seemed to fold back against Craft.

 

“No!”

 

On his feet and running, taking his best shot, Kuryakin fired, not caring if he was a target or not.  Bullets struck Neil at least twice.  The agent flew back.  Illya charged, grabbing Solo away and shot Craft three more times at close range, although the massive chunk taken out of the side of his head indicated he was probably already dead.

Falling to his knees, he cradled Solo in his arms, feeling blood on his friend’s back.  Dazed, not coherent, twisted in the jumbled straight-jacket, Napoleon leaned against him, shaking staring up with a face crinkled in pain.  But there was an inexplicable smile on his lips.

 

“Illya.”

 

“I’m here,” he whispered brokenly, hugging his friend tighter.  “I’m here.  I found you.”  He knew he was trembling.  When Napoleon gripped him in a forceful embrace he wanted to weep.

 

“Illya.”

 

Vann, Joey and others crowded around.  Still holding his friend, he closed his eyes, trying to ward off the impending doom.  His friend was dying.  After all they had been through this was the end.  He wanted to die, too.

 

“We must get him inside and stop this bleeding,” Vann ordered crisply.

 

Feeling the blood on his hand and arm, Kuryakin was still reluctant to let go.  He didn’t dare think there was hope of anything but tragedy.  “How bad?” Illya whispered, afraid to hear the truth, but hoping for reassurance.

 

“It looks superficial, but we won’t know until we get him inside.”

 

Finding sudden strength in the thought all was not lost, he scooped up his friend and rushed into the hospital.

 

 

 

VI

“What do you intend to do now?”

 

 

 

“Open Channel D.”

 

“Yes, Mr. Kuryakin?  I understand from Mr. Smith you are in Toronto?”

 

“Close enough, sir.  I have found Mr. Solo.”  The triumph was clear, the relief solid in his intonation.  “He is alive.  Neil Craft and Dori Price are dead.”

 

“What is going on up there, Mr. Kuryakin?”

 

“It’s a long story, sir.  Mr. Solo is injured and I’ll be staying here while I clear things up.  I recommend you place Kyle Warner from Section Four under arrest until everything is sorted out.”

 

At more exclamations of surprise and demands for clarity, Illya reluctantly outlined his theory.  Their colleagues had formed a conspiracy to punish Solo and nearly kill him in revenge for what happened to Agent Takamatsu.  It would take some time for Solo to recover.  Then he would accompany his partner back to New York.  Full reports -- as full as he could manage -- would then be filed.  Granting reluctant permission for him to proceed, Waverly signed off. 

 

 

***

 

 

Dr. Vann stopped Kuryakin as he was about to enter his friend’s hospital room.

 

“I’d like to discuss Mr. Solo’s case,” she insisted adamantly.

 

He had put her off while he saw to his friend’s medical care.  Then there was the need to explain the bizarre events to the local Mounties who had been called in by an overzealous administrator.  Reluctantly, he had explained scant details to Vann and the hospital Governor.  They were unimpressed with his credentials or his insistence it was not his fault spies invaded their quiet world.  By then, New York HQ had to be brought into the equation.  He was anxious to sit by his friend; quietly, solitarily fulfilling his rites as a partner by standing sentinel to the injured man – a duty they traded off so many times before.  He just wanted to be there in the same room, watch over his friend, assure himself Solo was back in his life for real.

 

Just like Neil Craft had haunted Kini’s room.  The parallel was uncomfortable but undeniable.  Just as Craft intended.  Love and desperation had driven Neil to fantastic revenge and nearly murder.  Illya didn’t have to guess what he might be driven to – what he had done – to save his friend.  There were no limits between them.  That reality should terrify him, but it instead gave him a foundation of security he could not explain and knew he had never experienced before. 

 

“Thank you for your care,” he began with marginal civility.  “While this is not a very acceptable place to find my friend, I know you meant well.”

 

Her attention to Napoleon had been evident – he didn’t look too bad considering -- but the Russian still resented her with an Old World kind of grudge.  She had kept Napoleon a prisoner in a mental institution!  Drugged, confused, trussed in a straight-jacket, he had reacted with instinctive and professional skill to escape, to be free, to seek out the only person he trusted.  Illya.  And time and again he had been beat back.  Kuryakin might forgive the doctor eventually, but it would not be easy or soon.  This woman had confined his friend -- justified or not -- for months!  How was he supposed to respond to her?   True, she seemed to genuinely care about Napoleon’s welfare.  He gave her the benefit of the doubt. 

 

“What do you intend to do now?”

 

“Take him home.”  His dismissive tone clearly indicated his opinion that the question was absurd.

 

“His home?  He will need constant care --“

 

“UNCLE is fully equipped to handle this type of situation.”

 

“You mean put him in an asylum for insane spies?”

 

He nearly snarled, “Napoleon is not insane.”

 

“I know.”

 

This confused him, but he did not admit that.  He hit her with clinical logic.   “Your own diagnosis is correct.  His mental state is not due to injury.  It is from the drugs administered to him.  Drugs developed by my organization.  I did not have time to bring the antidote, but one is available.”

 

“You knew what happened to him?”

 

He nearly flinched at the outrage in her tone.  “No.  It’s very -- complicated.  However, we are equipped to handle his cure.  He will be taken care of, I assure you.  That is really all I can tell you.”

 

Briefly, she outlined the care given the agent during his recuperation at Pine Crest.  She contrasted that to what she imagined would happen to him back in the hands of his secret organization.  Would he ever recover?  Or would they want to bury him so he was not a threat to them?  Scoffing at her paranoid delusions, he couldn’t keep the whispered fears from playing in the back of his mind.  What would they do at HQ?  Leave him in the hands of Dr. Lynn Karlston?

 

“Leave him here,” Vann demanded crisply.  “I can promise humane treatment until we find a cure.”

 

“He belongs in New York,” Kuryakin responded sharply.

 

He wanted to shout that Napoleon belonged with him!  This was his partner!!  He was going to watch out for him.  For months he agonized at the loss.  For all these weeks he had suffered, too.   Now reunited, there was the familiar, unpleasant, but frequent duty of worrying over the injuries and tending to his friend in the aftermath of trauma.  This was part of their profession, the pain and injury.  From the partnership commitment came the aftermath – the healing -- physically and emotionally.  So often, that was what brought them through the worst of times.  Not the doctors, but the partner.  He would not be robbed of his obligation, his right.

 

“What if he doesn’t come out of it? Where will they put him?  In a home?”

 

Tantalus.  The mythical graveyard of washed up, but not-yet-dead spies came instantly to mind.

 

Illya wanted to counter that he would assure that would never happen to his friend.  As a loyal partner, he was willing to die for his friend.  Willing to do anything for Napoleon.  Horribly, there were restrictions -- limits to his powers even as the head of Section Two.  What if the antidote wasn’t effective after such prolonged exposure to the amnesia drug?  Would Napoleon require long-term care in a mental facility?  He might not be able to stop UNCLE from sending Solo to Tantalus.  Alternately, he couldn’t quit UNCLE,  abandon his career and livelihood to care for Napoleon.  He had limits.  Not his friendship.  Not his emotions.  Reality forced restrictions on him and it was devastating.  He couldn’t forsake his friend.  Wouldn’t it be better to leave Napoleon here?  No, he had to assure Napoleon had the best possible care.  If it didn’t work out, then he would think of something else.

 

“I will take care of him,” he promised.  “And he will be cured.”

 

“If he’s not?” she asked skeptically. 

 

“Then I know where you are,” he surrendered, willing to admit someone else could care about his friend enough to offer help.  “And I know how to get him back here if necessary.”  His voice turned hard.  “But he will recover.”

 

 

***

 

 

They had reenacted similar scenes so many times before.  Flip-flop, flip-flop.  He awoke in the hospital to find Napoleon anxiously hovering over him.  He sat at the bedside, concerned and tense until Solo regained consciousness.  This was terrifyingly different.  When Napoleon awoke this time, what would his mental state be?  The evidence of trauma on his face was still noticeable after many weeks.  Reading the medical chart from Vann, Illya was disgusted at the severe beating inflicted on his partner. 

 

Viciously, mercilessly, Solo had been brutalized, particularly in the head and face.  Physically, he had been near death.  The journey back from that pain and heartless attack was bad enough. Then the institution!  Trapping him in an out-of-the-way institution where Illya would never think to look.  Keeping tabs on him and sustaining his drug-level assured their prisoner was continually under their thumb. 

 

Now, looking back at the clues, it was all obvious.  Thin, haggard, depleted, Napoleon had suffered in a torture chamber inside the walls of his own mind.   Napoleon had been aware enough to call for Illya’s help. Was he also aware of his entrapment?  His helplessness?  Illya couldn’t even imaging being snared like this and it made him weep inside that his brother had been so treated.

 

Craft and his friends had ambushed, beaten and isolated Solo as a parallel revenge to what had happened to Agent Takamatsu.  They wanted him brain damaged.  When there was some doubt he was permanently hurt, they made sure the amnesia drug was always in his system.  So there was no danger of recovery, or of discovery for their heinous deed.  When Takamatsu died, it was Napoleon’s death sentence, too.

 

Hating that he did not figure this out long ago, Illya might never forgive himself.  Then, beyond the guilt was the dread -- fear of the future.  The possibilities were staggeringly awful.  What if there could be no recovery?  What if Napoleon’s brain did not bounce back?  No one had experimented with the amnesia drug to this extent of time and to a brain already confused and damaged by severe concussion and skull fracture.  What if his friend never came back completely, but remained a mental vegetable?  How could he endure that kind of torture?  It would destroy him every time he looked at Napoleon.

 

The slumbering agent stirred and Kuryakin vaulted from the wall he was leaning against.  Sitting gently on the side of the bed, he took hold of his friend’s hand.  A chill shivered through his nerves as he considered the unknown possibilities of his friend reclaiming consciousness.  The thought of Solo never regaining his full memories, his complete mental function, his rightful place as the head of Section Two -- as Illya’s partner -- it was all unthinkable.  He would do everything in his power to fight it.

 

The brown eyes blinked open and Illya leaned close.

 

“Hello,” he quietly greeted. 

 

In agonizing silence he waited as Solo stared at him, slowly focusing, warm and fond recognition sweeping to replace the blank gaze.

 

“Say something,” the Russian pleaded. 

 

“Illya.”

 

Smiling, sighing with relief, he sobered quickly.  “How are you feeling?” he tentatively tested.

 

Solo’s face scrunched in concern or effort, or both.  “Illya,” he finally repeated, hoarse, confused.

 

Struggling to hide the devastation from his tone or expression, the Russian gripped onto the languid hand with both of his.  “It’s all right,” he lied, his voice cracking under the effort of restraining the anguish.  “You’re going to be okay.”  He had to fall back on the routine.  Maybe some familiar cliché would catch in the wounded memory of his friend.  They had done this so often, Napoleon had to remember!  “Craft’s shot just creased you.  You’ll be fine.”  He almost held his breath awaiting a response.  Gradually, the dark-haired agent nodded.  Illya released a painful sigh.  “Do you want to tell me anything?”

 

“Illya.”

 

Until that desperate moment, Kuryakin never understood the soul-deep pain of a broken heart.  It hurt enough to seem fatal, but there could be no comfort or escape in dying from such anguish.  The pain had to be endured.

 

“Illya,” Solo whispered.

 

Then his nerves rocketed to relief.  Maybe it was not hopeless.  “Yes.  I’m here for you, Napoleon.”

 

“Illya.”  There was almost a smile on the chapped, pale lips.  The brown eyes momentarily sparked with a familiar, trusting light.  Moi brat.”

 

Illya laughed, hearing the endearing term from his brother was like a song in his soul.  “Yes, Moi brat.  Tovarich.  I have missed you so much.”

 

“Need you.”

 

Laughing, Illya felt his eyes burn with tears and he leaned over to hug his friend, hiding the sharp pain of torment couched within the tempered relief.  Maybe they would beat this after all.  When Napoleon patted his back, he could no longer control the tears as they dampened Solo’s hair.

 

“I need you, too.”  So much, so much, he reiterated silently, unable to verbalize the stark emotions racing wildly through his heart. 

 

Arms circled his back and embraced tightly for long moments.  Illya felt overwhelmed, comforted; lost, found; relieved and frightened all in a breath.  The most important, central truth in his life, though, had returned.  That was what counted most.  He had fought and searched for his friend.  Back, literally, in his arms, Solo’s condition would not take precedence.  At least, he was alive and with Illya.

 

At last releasing his hold, Napoleon held onto Illya’s hands and stared at him for a long time.  Brows knitted close, he seemed to be concentrating-- wanting to speak, but uncertain or unable to complete the link from cloudy thought to verbal message.  Keeping hold of Napoleon’s hand, Illya remembered something that might help – a very important symbol.  His talisman.  He withdrew the iolite ring from his pocket and held it up for his partner to see. 

 

“Do you remember this?”

 

There was no recognition, but Illya ignored the depression that threatened and continued.  “Remember.  A soul connector.  I have not forgotten.”  He gave the ring a critical study.  Was it really a conduit?  The dreams.  The accurate images that led him to believe Napoleon was still alive; tortured, in pain, trapped -- all of it had been right!   “It kept us connected.”

 

He slipped it onto Solo’s little finger. 

 

“This does not mean we’re engaged,” he assured wryly. 

 

The ring was loose due to Solo’s weight loss, but it stayed on and Kuryakin thought it was an important symbol that things had come full circle.  Everything was falling into it’s correct place in the universe.  Solo was here with him and life would readjust soon.  A knock at the door broke the moment and Solo warily watched as Vann opened the door and stepped inside.  Illya stared daggers at her for the interruption.

 

“Excuse me.  I -- oh, Num -- Mr. Solo is awake.”

 

There had been only brief consultation with Dr. Vann.  Illya’s attention was with Solo when his injuries were tended.  Then he stayed with his friend until this moment.  He had thought the brief encounter with the physician had settled everything.  Maybe not.

 

“How are you, Mr. Solo?”

 

Illya noted Napoleon’s eyes were friendly when he gazed at the doctor.  So, she was considered an ally.  Or at least not an enemy.  Very generous of his friend, since she must seem like a benevolent captor in his confused mind.

 

“When you get a chance,” she spoke to Kuryakin, “I’d like to talk.”

 

He nodded an acknowledgement.  After she left, he sat on the bed again and rambled.  Gently, he coaxed Solo to speak, to say anything, but the ephemeral message had exhausted the agent’s reserves.  He only repeated the five words already spoken -- mostly just the Russian’s name.  That was enough for now. 

 

Fidgeting from inactivity, Solo sat up, then stood and motioned he wanted to walk outside.  At least his cognitive processes were working.  Cheered, Illya agreed.  They slowly strolled the grounds, Solo glancing around nervously at first.  Then he would look to Kuryakin, who would pat his shoulder, or offer a reassuring touch on the arm.  Then Solo calmed.  Kuryakin was disinclined to speak, still too shell-shocked from the whole experience.  Reveling in the companionable silence -- although now painfully poignant -- but just being with his friend -- was a balm to his injured spirit.

 

Walking to the main gate, Solo motioned for Illya to open it.  The lock was simple enough, the guard no threat, but Illya made no move to destroy hospital property.  He placed his hands on Solo’s shoulders and turned them back toward the front drive.

 

“Do you want to go home, Napoleon?”

 

Solo stopped at the first car and pounded the hood.  Nodding, Illya led him to his rental car and opened the door.  Napoleon slipped in quickly, then looked around, as if worried he might be caught. 

 

“Illya.”

 

Crouching down, Kuryakin assured all was safe.  Encouraged by the very gradual progress, but progress still, he felt all would be right.  They were going home, he promised. 

“I will take care of you,” he vowed.

 

For the first time in this troubled reunion, Solo really smiled.  After long, black, desperate weeks, Illya felt the first sun-burst rays of light shine into his darkened world.

 

 

***

 

 

Knowing he was completely overprotective, Illya nonetheless took every possible precaution upon returning his charge to HQ.  Requisitioning a helicopter from Toronto airport to UNCLE HQNY, he utilized a little used access elevator from the roof to the Infirmary.  As expected, Illya was nearly crowded out as medical and psychiatric doctors hovered around Solo, treating him like a new specimen for an experiment.  Taking charge was Dr. Harper, a man the agents dealt with all too frequently as head of the medical section.  A basically kind and forthright physician and administrator, he gently pushed Kuryakin aside as the first round of mental dissection and physical exams began for Napoleon.

 

The medical team pronounced him relatively fit, under-weight, and with no detectable physical (brain) damage remaining from his brutal attacks.  The bullet crease was minor.  Blood tests showed the drug still in Solo’s system.  The amnesia antidote was administered and lab techs, doctors and anxious partner waited impatiently for the counter-agent to take affect.  After only twenty minutes, the lead medico stepped over to take center stage.  Illya hovered just to the side.

 

“Mr. Solo,” Harper began.  “Please give me your full name and rank in this organization.”

 

Nothing.  Solo’s stare was blank.  Unnerved, Illya stepped forward and made sure he was in Napoleon’s line of sight.  Quietly, he asked his friend to talk about where he had been for the last few months, or anything he might want to discuss.

 

Blinking, Napoleon seemed to struggle with his thoughts.  “Illya.”

 

“I’m here.”

 

“Help.”

 

The plaintive plea was chillingly depressing.  Didn’t the antidote work?  Illya forced his expression to remain neutral.  He couldn’t let his friend see the anguish he felt.

 

“Napoleon,” he whispered, self-conscious of the crowd witnessing this torturous moment of failure.  “Talk to me.  Tell me how you feel.”

 

Squeezing his eyes shut, Solo pulled at his hair in frustration.  “Help!”

 

Illya placed his hands over Solo’s and eased the anguished torment by holding onto his friend in a reassuring embrace.  “It will be all right,” he promised quietly.  “Just give it time, my friend.  I am here.”

 

Napoleon shook his head.  “Help.”

 

“I know.  Everything is off-balance now, but we will make it right.  I promise.  Trust me.”

 

Gradually relaxing, Napoleon’s tension eased and he settled calmly against Illya’s chest.

 

Aware of the whispers and shuffling around him, Kuryakin ignored the others.  While he disliked colleagues witnessing this intimate moment between partners, he was less concerned with their impressions than he was about his friend.  His focus was on Napoleon.  He would do whatever necessary to help Solo out of this terrible trap, just as he had helped his friend escape so many other threatening places.  This was different -- worse in so many ways.  That this jeopardy came from within Napoleon’s own mind was a terrible reality that scared him more than he could admit even to himself.  And that Napoleon seemed aware that he was unwell was devastating.

 

 

***

 

 

Later in the day, Napoleon was moved to a small room where Dr. Karlston, the top UNCLE mental specialist, started a psychological evaluation.  Reluctantly obeying procedural rules, Illya stayed behind a glass wall where he could observe but not interact with the measures.  At some point Waverly silently entered the observation room.  He consulted with the technicians taking notes and then moved over to join the head of Section Two.

 

“Mr. Kuryakin, the test results are not promising.”

 

“He will come around, sir.  After all he’s been through, even the physicians must admit this will take time.”

 

Gravely observing the American, Waverly shook his head.  “We will evaluate his progress for the rest of the week, Mr. Kuryakin.  This is not a long-term care facility.  The doctor’s have expressed doubt he will fully recover.”

 

“He will,” came the stubborn, adamant assurance. 

 

Irritation rippled across Waverly’s aged and stern features.  He didn’t like rebellion and often decried the tight loyalty existing between the top Section Two agents.  Illya reminded there had been measurable improvement since the amnesia drug had dissipated in Solo’s system.  They were working in a new and frightening void considering the extended affects of the drug.  They could not give up so easily, so soon.

 

“By the end of the week Mr. Solo’s fate will be determined.”

 

Illya’s blood ran cold at the pronouncement.  “We need more time –“

 

“Mr. Kuryakin, some things are impossible.  That is not a notion you, or Mr. Solo liked to admit, but it is a harsh reality in this world.  The doctor’s believe he will not recover.”

 

“But –“

 

“I am willing to give them to the end of the week.”

 

“Months of torment and drugs after being beaten and severely injured is not going to be cured overnight, sir!  We’ve only had a week –“

 

“To Saturday, Mr. Kuryakin.  Then Mr. Solo will be transferred.”

 

“To where?”

 

Pleasanton Hospital in Vermont.  It is our best facility.  He will be well cared for.  You can visit, time permitting,” he consoled with more compassion than Illya could remember seeing in a long time.  “These things happen, Mr. Kuryakin.  It is part of the job.  He will be happy there.”

 

To the funny farm.  With trees and flowers and chirping birds and basket weavers who sit and smile and twiddle their thumbs and toes . . . .  Napoleon was not going to be dumped in some bucolic psycho pit to be forgotten by everyone but him!  Napoleon would not be happy there!  Kuryakin would not be happy!  Neither would Illya condone his friend locked away in a mental home.  Yes, it was part of the job.  Yes, he had seen this happen to others – seen worse happen.  To Kini, for example.  And Craft and Price, too.  The dreaded conspiracy brought his vengeance to a boil and he forced his voice to not reflect the hatred sizzling beneath the skin. 

 

“What about Warner, sir?”

 

“There is no evidence of wrong-doing on the part of Agent Warner, Mr. Kuryakin.  He is back at his post.”

 

Illya could never prove the depth of the conspiracy.  Could never prove who was involved, but he was certain Warner had been part of the plot to destroy Napoleon.  He would deal with him later.

 

 

***

 

 

Despite his best efforts, Kuryakin could not focus his entire attention on his partner.  Pressing duties of running Section Two required a certain level of administrative actions that could not all be pushed off on Simms.  His presence at a conference in Vienna became unavoidable, and upon completion from that assignment, he was diverted to London for two days. 

 

Anxious to see Solo again and hopeful that progress in his condition moved forward, he nervously awaited the elevator ascending to the higher levels of HQ.  When possible, he had called New York twice a day, but the medical staff was reticent at best over communications channels.  They hinted at some progress, and he hoped it was enough to stay the executioner’s sentence to send Napoleon away tomorrow.  Vermont.  He would bet that was just a temporary stop.  Final destination for Solo -- Tantalus -- the feared hole for washed up spies where they went in and never came out again.  No, he could not allow that to happen to Solo.

 

The elevator slowed to a stop and the doors parted.  Illya stopped his instant, driving momentum to a grinding halt.  Agent Warner stood in the corridor.  His blank expression instantly morphed to hot rage when he recognized the Russian.  Equally livid, Kuryakin stepped off the elevator and came face to face with the last surviving member of the cabal he blamed for his partner’s condition.

 

“You may have convinced Waverly of your innocence, but I know there is nothing farther from the truth.”

 

The big, muscular, broad-shoulder man leaned over and looked like he was ready to snap Illya like a twig.  “I could say the same to you.  You murdered my friends.”

Seething at the misdirected accusations, Kuryakin, was doubly enraged that the culpable fiend was using his words against him!  “Dori chose to take her life -- the only possible choice.  She must have had a sense of what I would do to her.  The same with your friend Neil.  Craft chose death from my hand rather than give up his insane obsession to kill Napoleon.  They both got what they deserved.

 

Warner’s fists balled and his face reddened with hate.  “You won’t get away with it.”

 

“Ah, this time I will use your words against you,” he coldly leveled.  “Keep watching over your shoulder.  Never let down your guard.  One day justice will be given back to you for what you have done.”

 

Warner’s smile never cracked the ice in his eyes, or his voice.  “Justice is almost complete for Solo, in my opinion.  A mental zero.  Just what he did to Kini.  Watching you suffer over that -- it’s almost payback.  Almost.  One of these days, you’ll get yours, Kuryakin.  I promise.”

 

“Not if I get you first.”

 

Warner stepped into the elevator and Illya watched him until the doors closed.  Dire threats.  Would he be able to pull them off?  He had ample time to think of a proper and miserable fate for Warner.  First, his more important concern was getting Napoleon back to normal.  

 

 

***

 

 

Entering the observation room adjacent to Solo’s quarters, Illya first studied the still form behind the one-way glass.  Napoleon sat motionless on his bed, staring at a wall.  Not fidgeting, certainly not pacing.  Eyes open, Solo seemed vacant.  A disheartening picture for his return, Kuryakin considered glumly.  One of Dr. Karlston’s assistants, Dr. Yin, gave a wave to Illya when she spotted him.  Walking over to join him, she quietly brought him up to date on the patient’s condition.

 

“I’m afraid there’s been no improvement, Mr. Kuryakin.”

 

“None?”  He stared at his friend, unable to believe this was how Napoleon spent the last several days.  His throat was so dry he could hardly speak.  “Before I left he was talking.  A little.”

 

“Six words was the limit.  Illya and help are the two words he speaks to the staff.  When only you are with him his vocabulary expands to the words home and the Russian phrases.” 

 

Tovarich and moi brat.  Friend and brother.  How appropriate they were the definitions stuck in Napoleon’s mind.  They were the hallmarks of their friendship and common words they exchanged only between themselves.

 

As he started a protest she halted the interruption.  “No improvement for mental or physical progress since you left I’m afraid,” was the cool and clinical report, denying she felt any fear – or any other emotion – about the situation. She gave her head a shake, her short, dark hair flipping against her face.  Then she pushed the black-rimmed glasses up farther on the bridge of her nose.  “I am sorry.  I know you were hoping for some kind of miracle.  Those don’t happen in medicine.  And the mind is such an unknown frontier.”  She sighed, perhaps realizing her audience was not interested in a lecture. 

 

Illya couldn’t accept it.  “I thought he was getting better.”

 

“Only when you are here.”

 

“Well, then I can stay --“

 

“I’m sorry.”  She seemed truly regretful.  “Mr. Waverly’s order stands.  Agent Solo leaves here tomorrow morning.”

 

To disprove the doubters, and certain he could compel Section One Number One to rescind the edict, he entered the room.  Solo did not look up, and Illya’s quiet calling of his friend’s name did not change the picture of isolated detachment.

 

“Napoleon,” he nearly whispered, tentatively touching Solo’s shoulder.

 

The patient slowly looked at him and his eyes widened.  There was a spark of the old Napoleon there, but not the usual recognition.  No smile on the face or in the eyes.  There was a terrifying emptiness in the brown depths that usually were so filled with life. 

 

Illya sucked in a moan of anguish.  “How are you doing, tovarich?”

 

Solo just stared. 

 

“I’m sorry I was called away.  I told you I was leaving, remember?”

 

Blank.

 

“Napoleon, moi brat, it’s important that you talk to me.” 

 

The urgency in his tone did not register with the other agent.  The American blinked and seemed to study him carefully.  “Illya.”

 

Kuryakin felt close to surrendering a cry of frustration and misery.

 

Illya.  Yes,” he finally capitulated, heavily plopping down on the bed beside his friend.  “Can you tell me my last name?”

 

A blank stare from the brown eyes.

 

“You are my friend.  Can you say that?”

 

A flicker of emotion played on the face and the brows creased closer together.  “Tovarich.”

 

“Yes!”  The Russian gazed at the doctor, but she had left the observation room and was not a witness to the new word in the agent’s vocabulary.  “Yes, Napoleon, what else?”

 

No expression, no inflection of emotion.  “Tovarich.”

 

Kuryakin ruefully laughed.  He shook his head at the irony.  “You never showed any interest in learning my native language before.  Now you want to speak it.”

 

“Illya,” Solo reaffirmed.

 

Still without any of the warmth of old, or even the desperation from when they were reunited at the asylum.  Were they backsliding?  No, not now!  It would be Warner and Craft winning if this was all that came of the months of agony and the pain they had both suffered.  It would be the end of his future -- because what would he be here at UNCLE -- or anywhere -- without his friend at his side.  And this was not his tovarich, not his anchor and North Star.  This was a stranger in his friend’s body.  His moi brat was gone and an impostor was in his place.  Yet, he had to turn that around by tomorrow, or one partner would be imprisoned in a living Hell for twisted agents, and the other would be imprisoned in the past -- in an empty shell of regret for what they had been robbed of and what would never be again.  One would never be able to receive solace for the injustice, and one would never know.  He could not allow that to happen.

 

“Napoleon, you are my partner.  Section Two Number One.  You don’t have to remember all that.  Just repeat after me.  Say your name.  Napoleon.”

 

The serious expression and the determined eyes reflected a willingness to learn, to try.  But something was blocking the intent and it never reached the mouth.  Panting with effort, Solo rubbed his temples with his fists, frustrated beyond his ability to cope.  No sound was released but a moan of some inarticulate emotion escaped the lips.

 

“Ah -- eee --“  He shook his head.  Glaring at the Russian he shook his head.  “Illya,” he gasped out, now irritated and aggravated.  “Illya.”  He seemed on the verge of tears.

 

Kuryakin squeezed his shoulder, wondering if he was not helping, but if he was making things worse.  When Dr. Yin came in to shut down the session, he had to argue with her to be allowed to stay in the room.  He promised no more unauthorized counseling, that he would just stay to talk with his friend.  The atmosphere relaxed and Solo seemed interested as Kuryakin chatted about London and Vienna and the latest record he wanted to buy.  All the while, the Russian’s brain was working overtime -- plotting and planning his next move.

 

 

***

 

 

Computers were a wonderful invention.  Being the iron brains for most of the world’s governments and organizations, much could be accomplished at a desk.  Heading a department in UNCLE gave Kuryakin access to secret codes and inside information.  Being a naturally devious and cunning person offered him the imagination and his acumen gave him the skill to manipulate events to his own ends.  With any luck (and he hoped there was some kind of residual Solo luck left over for one more operation), he could trick the system now conspiring against Napoleon. 

 

With what he was about to do, he did not consider his actions as a final solution.  Rather, as a way to buy much needed time. Given a little respite, he could bring his partner back to full health.  Transforming the computer requisitions was simple.  On Thursday evening, when the tall, muscled, red-headed Section Two driver pulled up to the garage exit at UNCLE HQ, everything was set in place.  The quiescent Solo -- bound securely in a straight-jacket -- was brought to the transfer van by two Section Five agents.  Solo was locked down on one of the benches and the driver barely given more than a glance.   Papers were signed with inattention and shocking disregard for checking IDs or even verbal communications.  Thankfully.  Illya’s physical disguise was hardly needed -- except for the security cameras.  If this event was ever checked.  Which probably would not happen.  He had covered all the possibilities.

 

Driving away, Illya sighed a huge exhale of relief.  Transforming into a taller, bulkier person with a German accent was simplicity.  Sherlock always said it was an effortless art to add height and weight to a disguise -- and it was.  No one would have suspected him underneath this façade.  Thanks to computer records that he had manipulated, the electronic trail (if anyone bothered to follow it) would track Solo’s transfer to a long-term care facility in Vermont.  Records there -- on the computer -- would show Solo was admitted on this date and remained in evaluation isolation and allowed no visitors. 

 

Ostensibly, Illya Kuryakin had, yesterday, started an assignment in the Andes and was out of communications for a few weeks.  If he did not check in for the next fourteen or eighteen or twenty days no one would worry.  Before they reached the rental van parking lot, Illya released his friend from the straight-jacket.  He cringed at the treatment inflicted on Solo, but consoled that it was only temporary.  The American blankly, silently accepted the escape, the one-sided monolog, the uncomfortable explanations with mute emptiness.  As best he could, Illya ignored the frightening implications of the detachment.

 

At the rental lot they hurriedly transferred to a car and left New York.  The quiescent Solo oblivious to the intricate and covert measures to rescue him.  As they drove, Kuryakin cast glances at his friend, who languidly stared out the window.  Illya knew he had to succeed.  Their careers --- his -- were over after this stunt.  More than that, in that moment he first saw his dazed and straight-jacketed partner led out of HQ it had been a symbolic representation of all that had gone wrong in their lives.  He could not bear to have his friend consigned to this mental imprisonment for the rest of his life.  It would be a form death for both of them.

 

So tonight he would put into play Plan B.

 

 

***

 

 

It was late into the night when they arrived at the safe-house in the mountains of Idaho.  Keeping contact with others at a minimum, Illya had brilliantly executed the intricately designed escape route.  Small planes, rental cars, trains had been utilized in the all-day journey.  Computer records were manipulated and invented to cover all possible avenues.  In only a matter of a few days he had created false trails, bogus missions, misleading operations and deceptions.  He had forged signatures for the fake records at the mental clinic where Solo was supposed to be receiving treatment.  His invented operation in the Andes, expenditures for agents using various transports, even the safe-house, were all covered and approved and validated through computers. 

 

If anyone could ever untangle his convoluted trail, it would take weeks of concerted effort.  Which, he was counting, never happened.  Like every organization, UNCLE had it’s paper trail blind spots and Illya utilized many to build this façade of protection.  Sitting in the cozy hunting cabin, the new fire barely taking the edge off the chill, Illya studied his exhausted friend.  Solo had dropped his coat on the floor and crashed onto the couch, almost instantly falling asleep.  It had been a long and exhausting day for both of them.

 

As a realist, he knew the true work began when Napoleon awoke.  There was only a  limited amount of time to make this succeed.  In a few weeks he had to have his partner’s brain put back together, or all was lost.  The sobering thought kept Illya awake far into the night, silently studying the sleeping man who had lost everything but a very stubborn and dedicated partner.

 

 

***

 

 

Daily walks were a foreign exercise to Kuryakin, but indulged in as part of the therapy.  Usually too impatient for such mundane pursuits as observing nature, Illya grew to value the strolls into the wooded countryside.  It was a private, null time they rarely shared in their busy and stressful careers, but it was comfortable now.  No urgent crisis (except the seemingly far away deadline for Illya to get back to work within a few weeks).  No imminent threat of capture, death or torture.  Just time together.

 

The knowledge that his friend was safe and protected made each minute a treasure.  While it was poignantly difficult to endure the silence and the blankness of the normally energetic and witty Solo, Kuryakin appreciated these sojourns into the wilderness around the cabin.  Generally reticent around most people – even his partner at first – Kuryakin was now, atypically, talkative – even loquacious. At first, their daily walks were quiet, and Illya learned a new form of communication with his friend.   Even in the earliest days of their partnership, they had enjoyed companionable silences between the work and the stress.  Now, perhaps simply thankful to have his friend back, Illya felt there was no need for words sometimes.  Just being here was enough.

 

Associating hunting and fishing with survival techniques, Illya cultivated these new sports as methods of drawing out his friend.  Fishing anyway.  Hunting was too much of an occupational reminder and he might save that for later in the treatment.  Standing on a bank of a nearby river, they strolled or fished away the afternoons, lethargically and half-heartedly casting their lines and occasionally hooking trout.  Illya came to look at fishing as a parallel to the intelligence business.  It required waiting.  Patience; some skill and too much luck.  The right equipment was required and location was important.  Above all, timing seemed crucial.  So why was he such a failure at catching fish?  It only slightly appeased him that Solo was worse.

 

The plot was a double-edged exercise in pleasantness and futility that both delighted Illya and frustrated him.  He knew they were just going through the motions, simply marking time with no progress.  Every day set a higher level of relaxation and security -- soothing reassurance being together.  The best time of all, was after the day’s exercises in walking or fishing or discovering new trails.  They would sit on the porch overlooking the lake and watch the sun set behind the tall pines.  Nearly ten days of such bucolic pastimes would have bored him to death if not for the strange new phase of life they had entered.  Every new word, every little sign of progress seemed like a heady accomplishment.  It kept hope alive that one day Napoleon -- the friend he knew, that could interact and think and laugh -- would return again.

 

As the days slowly drifted by, Solo grew more relaxed and perhaps less threatened, and they gradually slipped back into familiar patterns.  The thought that Kuryakin might need to take his personal therapy to another level had occurred to him before.  Now, at the end of their first week with very little progress, he was getting worried about the near future.  What if Napoleon didn’t improve?  He couldn’t let his friend stay here alone indefinitely.  Kuryakin might not get back here for weeks or months depending on his career demands. 

 

What were his options?  Quit UNCLE?  No, besides being a livelihood, he loved his job and would go mad without the invigorating challenge.  But, neither could he allow Napoleon to be abandoned.  Take Solo back to New York and hide him in his apartment?  Illya had a one-bedroom place that was small – an abode that would turn from cozy to confining for two of them.  He could hardly keep his friend a prisoner in the same building Solo used to live in.  Soon, through some mistake or accident, the game would be up.  Take him back to Pine Crest?  No.  He could not live with himself knowing his tovarich was locked away in a mental hospital.  That left the only possible option -- Napoleon had to recover -- soon.

 

“Napoleon, tell me what happened to you,” he asked as they walked along the bank, gradually making their way back to the cabin.

 

Solo acted as if he had not heard the question.  Deciding it was time to push a little, Illya stopped in front of him.  Dropping his equipment, seizing Solo’s and throwing it to the ground, Illya stood close to him, face to face. 

 

“Napoleon, I need to know what happened.  It is time to reveal those secrets hiding in the deep shadows of your mind.  You are not in danger.  I am here to protect you.  I need to know what is keeping you buried.  What are you hiding from?”

 

The brown eyes stared into his with intelligence, but not comprehension.  

 

Frustrated, Kuryakin demanded, “Talk to me!”

 

Solo’s lips parted and it seemed that he was really trying to think things through enough to speak, but no words escaped.  He shook his head in irritation, quickly growing agitated.

 

Sighing, Illya patted his shoulders and calmed him, quietly reassuring him it was all right.  They didn’t need to search for answers right now.  But soon.  Musing on when that would be, the Russian determined he would press for more answers later tonight -- and every day -- until they had a breakthrough. 

 

“You WILL talk to me soon,” he assured darkly. 

 

At that comment, there seemed to be an old spark in the brown eyes.  A near smile on the lips.  Responding to sarcasm?  Maybe his old friend was closer to the surface than he guessed.  They would see about that.  Illya handed the gear back to Solo and turned. 

 

His breath shot out in a gasp of surprise -- his only reaction -- to see a ruggedly-clothed Warner standing in the path.

 

“I will talk to you, Kuryakin,” he smiled, aiming the UNCLE Special at the Russian.  “What would you like to know?”

 

It only took a moment to assess the peril.  A flash of wrath at the injustice flashed through his thoughts, then the anger turned to resolve.  No, he would not let his life and his friend’s end like this.

 

“How you could be so stupid would be a good start,” he replied coldly.  With a glance, he noted Solo was flinching, as if recognizing Warner in some disagreeable way.  Warner scowled t the insult and Illya decided to keep the pressure on -- get the gunman off balance.  It would be the only way, since he had neglected to bring his Walther with him when fishing.  An oversight he would not repeat!  “Attacking Napoleon, then coming here to finish the job.  You had Waverly believing you were innocent.  You’ve made the most simple mistake in the book.”

 

“Really?” he asked sharply, carefully approaching.  “Then why am I the one with the gun?”

 

“I am not the only one onto you,” Kuryakin bluffed.  “You think other’s don’t know of my evidence?”

 

“Theories,” Warner corrected, taking another step closer, but there was more bluff than cockiness in his tone.  “If you had any evidence I’d be in jail. And if you had any friends beside Solo you would have them helping you.  But you don’t.”  He laughed edgily.  “Pathetic.  You and Solo.  That’s how I knew you’d try something tricky with him.” 

 

Then Warner really focused on Solo and Illya’s skin crawled with cold fear.  Warner hated Napoleon with such a passion it made the pale eyes shine with madness. 

 

“He started this.”  He turned the pistol on Kuryakin.  “Then you finished it.  You murdered my best friend!”

 

“Quid pro quo,” Illya lashed back.  “What you’ve done to Napoleon is worse than death.”

 

Warner nodded, his smile evil.  “Yeah, I guess so.  Well, you’ll be happy to know, Kuryakin, that news flash has just saved his worthless life.”  He came closer, moving to the side of Solo that was farthest away from Illya.  With the barrel of his Walther, Warner slide the metal along Solo’s cheek that still bore signs of the savage beating.  “I’m going to let him live.  I’m going to take him back to that mental funny farm myself.  While your dead body will be rotting right here in your little hideaway.”  He viciously laughed.  “I really like that irony, don’t you, Kuryakin?  Your last thought will be that you couldn’t save your friend.  He’ll spend the rest of his miserable life locked behind padded walls.”

 

The agent took a step back, the Walther moved to point at Kuryakin.  Before Illya could make an insane attempt to take the pistol away, Solo slapped the fishing pole across Warner’s eyes.  Illya dove for the weapon and struggled for possession.  Rolling, wrestling in the dirt and shrubs, the stronger, bigger Warner seemed to have the advantage.

 

Napoleon tackled the man from behind, trying to pry him away from Illya.  With a quick twist, the Russian angled the pistol and fired it into Warner’s chest three times.  Scrambling away, he grabbed Napoleon by the shoulders and edged back, clearing the distance between them and the threat.  Warner was still.  Making sure his partner was out of the way and safe, Illya returned to check for a pulse.  Warner was dead.  Pulling the body up to the path, he left it there, then backtracked to collect Solo.

 

His partner was shaking, sitting on the ground on his knees, face washed of color.  Not knowing what to say – they had been through this so many times, in so many places -- but in such extremely different circumstances.  The usual last minute rescue, the ever-present bold plan or action to save the other’s life.  As always, a thanks or other inane comment to give tribute to the common, heroic action seemed to belittle the bravery and the commitment that such habitual acts were expected from partners.  It was all so heartbreakingly altered now, though, Illya reflected as he held onto Solo and they walked back to the cabin.  Napoleon had acted – as usual – with disregard for his own safety and only focused on saving Illya.  This time, no witty comments, no jokes about how many rescues Solo had performed this month, or what Illya might owe him in return.  This time, Kuryakin’s life had been saved, and he wondered at the fruition of the gallant deed.  What awaited them next?

 

 

***

 

As they rounded path leading into the cabin’s clearing, the Section Five team of Ty Kalakaua and Cyril Smith raced toward them.  Illya halted, not sure of their intent, tensed to defend himself and his partner against more attacks from supposed allies.  From the looks on the faces of the agents, however, he suspected they were indeed on his side.  Naturally suspicious and guarded, however, he angled Solo away from them, protectively keeping his friend slightly behind him – Warner’s UNCLE Special in his hand behind Napoleon’s back – as the men jogged to him.

 

“Hey, we came to warn you!” Ty shouted out. 

 

Smith did a quick appraisal of the two partners, and shook his head.  “You already met Warner, didn’t you?” he asked, a knowing lilt to his tone.

 

Kuryakin gave a slight nod, still waiting to see on whose side these men were aligned.

 

“Warner bugged your computer,” Smith explained. 

 

“We suspected he was still after you,” Ty added.  “So we kept an eye on Warner, but didn’t make it here in time.”

 

“He’s back there,” Illya gestured with his head, still keeping a wary watch on the two colleagues.  He was afraid of what might be on the horizon and did not wish to injure these men.  Would he come to blows if they tried to take Napoleon from this secure – once secure -- location?  “What are your intentions now?”

 

Smith tensed.  “I think you can guess, Illya.  Waverly knows this whole scenario.  We are under orders to take Napoleon into custody and take him to a secure facility.  Somewhere that will not be revealed to you.  You’re ordered to report to New York immediately.”

 

The two others were poised for a fight.  Illya could take them easily.  They had no wish to harm him or Napoleon.  Then what?  Flee to another location?  Become a fugitive to his own organization and associates?  The alternative?  Surrender his friend to a long, torturous lifetime in a mental facility where Illya would never see him again?  Both options were unacceptable, but the latter was completely repugnant and inconceivable. 

 

“They will bury him in Tantalus!” Illya growled through clenched teeth.  “You can’t take him!”  Knowing it was the wrong action to take, Kuryakin nonetheless stared at Solo.  There was no sign of comprehension, no reaction to the disaster looming ahead.

 

“Sorry.”  Smith nudged Ty’s elbow.  “Looks like we have some things to tidy up with Warner.  How about you take your time sorting things out, Illya?  We’ll be around to get Napoleon in a few minutes.”

 

Without waiting for a reply, the agents retreated down the dusty trail toward the stream.  Illya dejectedly led Solo up to the cabin.  Napoleon sat down on one of the chairs on the porch and Illya joined him, poignantly depressed at the habitual custom of watching the sun set from this scenic vista.  It was indeed a fitting moment, a metaphor of their ending.  The sunset of life as they knew it.

 

Sitting for these last, crucial moments was too difficult.  Nervous energy brought Kuryakin up and pacing, kept his mind racing though the possibilities.  How was he going to explain this to Waverly?  How could he convince his superior to not put Napoleon away forever?  Involuntarily, he stared at his friend again, unable to keep from turning to him for advice, for solace – for all the things he always looked for in his friend.  The support and solid foundation that he no longer enjoyed with Solo.   

 

“Why couldn’t we win this time, tovarich?  It was so important.  What happened to your luck?  It cannot save us now.” 

 

Frustrated, feeling himself growing angry, he spun around and leaned on the rail of the porch.  He was wasting valuable time.  He should sabotage the Section Five- agent’s car and escape with Solo.  To where?  It would be quick work for an organization like UNCLE to find them without a good plan and plenty of resources.  What was he going to do now?  Aware Napoleon was staring at him, Illya glanced over and looked at his friend.  In the ember of the dying sun, he saw something -- different -- in the expression.  A light -- a life . . . .

 

“We ARE going to win.”

 

The complete sentence, spoken in a normal, clear, fondly remembered voice jolted Kuryakin enough that he released a slight gasp.

 

“What?”

 

Solo stared at him, the expression serious.  “I don’t want to go back to New York, yet, but I better return with you.  We seem to have no choice but to explain all this.”

 

Tears in his eyes, quickly sitting down next to his friend, he lightly touched the American’s shoulder.  Illya cleared his throat, steadying his voice.  “How long -- why didn’t you talk like this before?”

 

“I don’t know.”  Emotion filtering in now, Solo’s eyes pooled, his voice thick with sentiment.  “Maybe I wasn’t ready.”  He shook his head.  “Or secure enough.  Or Warner’s attack jolted things back into place.  I don’t know.  You were in danger.  As usual.”

 

“Or it took this long for the drugs to wear off?” the Russian speculated, keenly studying his friend.  Kneeling next to Solo’s chair, he released a soft chuckle.  “I trust age doth not whither nor custom stale your infinite variety, my friend.”

 

The dark-haired agent was puzzled.  “Shakespeare or Sherlock or Kuryakin?”

 

“A little of all.”  Staring into the eyes was what gave him the greatest surge of relief.  There was the familiar spark there -- the Solo light in the brown eyes that bespoke of wry mind and solid reliability.  In the most important sense of the definition, his friend was returned.  “How are you feeling?”

 

“A little slow.  Detached.  I’m remembering so much -- and it’s kind of overwhelming.  Like a sudden clarity.  Like everything was just behind a curtain waiting to be discovered.”  He leaned over and touched Illya’s shoulder.  “Except I knew you were there -- always there.”

 

“I tried.  I am now.  And will be.”  Illya grinned, feeling a little overwhelmed himself.  “How long have you -- when did the memories start coming back?”

“After Warner arrived.  I remember him being in that dark room . . . .” he shuddered and Illya placed both hands on his shoulders.

 

“Don’t rush it,” he advised. 

 

Solo nodded.  “Sitting here,” Solo continued with a tremble in his tone.  “Thinking.  Looking at you.  The sun was dropping beyond the horizon, but in my mind it was a different symbol.  I studied you standing there.  And you were like the sun rising in a slow dawn after a long, long night.  Somewhere in the night you were there – the light inside my brain.  Like you were the lens that I could see everything through.  I just had to focus.” 

 

Napoleon’s gaze was so encompassing it was like a laser examining Illya’s thoughts and every cell inside his being down to his soul.  He didn’t want to dwell on the picturesque metaphors and the symbolism.  He just reveled in the moment that his friend was with him again.  “Thank you for coming back.”

 

In a familiar and very missed touch, Solo placed his hand on the back of Illya’s neck.  “Thanks for being here.”

 

“Where else would I be?”

 

“Now, what do we do for an encore?”

 

“A startling fourth act?”

 

Napoleon nodded, a smirk twitching at his lips.  “Old American custom.  Hit ‘em right between the eyes.”

 

 

Epilogue

 

 

It seemed like an eternity before the communications link was clicked through to Mr. Waverly.  The partners kept glancing at each other, neither admitting their raw nerves, but Illya tapped a rapid tattoo with his index finger on the silver pen.  Solo tapped his right foot in a quick beat.   When Waverly’s familiar, raspy voice came over the small speaker at last, both sighed.

 

“Mr. Waverly, I have an unusual situation.”

 

“Yes, Mr. Kuryakin?” the weary boss sounded his usual, distracted self.

 

“I wanted to request a full investigative team from Section Two. Section Five operatives Ty Kalakaua and Cyril Smith are already on scene, but I think we will need additional help from Section Two personnel.”  He rushed on in the professional tone that belayed his nervousness, and scrutinized Solo as he spoke.  “I am at Deer Lake, a small cabin to the west of the gorge.  Section Chief Warner just tried to murder me and Napoleon and I’m sure you’ll want to launch a full investigation.  Standard reports will, of course, be pending.”

 

There was a precious moment of silence.  They tried to imagine what was happening on the other side of the country.  Holding their breaths again, they waited in strained agony.

 

“I see,” came the final judgment.

 

Solo smirked.  Typical British understatement.  It was a bit of fun to leave the old man so speechless.  He shared a look with Kuryakin -- a familiar, mutual, triumphant acknowledgement that, once again, they had managed to come out of a tight situation on the winning side.

 

“Very well,” Waverly finally sighed.  “I look forward to hearing the details in the morning.  In my office, at Eight AM.”

 

“Yes, sir,” Illya smiled.  “Hold on, please, sir.”  He stretched the silver pen to his partner.

 

“Mr. Waverly, I was wondering if that order included me.”

 

The second silence was longer than the first.  Napoleon bit his lip in stressed anticipation.

 

“Yes,” finally came the elongated word.  “It does indeed.  You are partners after all,” he almost huffed.

 

Illya smiled in amused relief.

 

“Oh, and Mr. Solo.”

 

“Yes, sir?” Napoleon automatically straightened, though the action could not be seen thousands of miles away.

 

“Welcome back.”

 

Winking and beaming a smile at his friend, Solo gave a nod of satisfaction.  All was right with the world.  “Thank you, sir.”

 

 

 

***

 

 

Most agents at NYHQ were accustomed to the surprising, even outrageous accomplishments of Section Two operatives.  The next morning, however, seemed to top the celebrated prowess of the department in general and the top two partners in particular.  When Solo and Kuryakin entered the gray halls from the Del Floria shop, heads turned, hastily whispered conferences stopped, men and women halted in their tracks to watch the men.  Section Two often pulled off incredible, legendary feats.  Not often did an agent, however, reappear from the depths of insanity. 

 

A few operatives commented to Solo or Kuryakin or both.  Most, just stared; laughing or smiling, giving a nod or whispering an encouragement before the men passed them at a brisk pace.  To his colleagues Solo projected his best confident and even slightly arrogant façade as he acknowledged them with subtle nods or a muttered, brief greeting.  Inside, his nerves danced with agitation at what might be ahead.  That Waverly would be upset over Illya’s ruse was probable.  That Waverly would want Solo checked out until the end of the century because of his extreme exposure and reactions to the amnesia drug was likely and distasteful.  That he might yet end up in the dreaded Tartarus was feasible.  While he feigned a full recovery, there were too many moments when he slid back into that mindless abyss he had sojourned in for so long -- the silence, the confusion, the inability to think clearly or verbalized the incoherent thoughts that stumbled within his confused brain. 

 

That was not even mentioning his accessory to the killing of UNCLE agents by Illya.  And what about Illya?  He was more worried about his partner’s status than anything.  He could survive whatever Waverly wanted to throw at him -- except perhaps Tantalus.  But, what if Waverly punished the Russian for rescuing him?  Maybe they would share a cell in Tantalus?  If the worst did not happen, then realistically, what was left?  He could hardly hope for life the way it had been.  How could Waverly allow him back under these uncertain conditions?  What would he do if he was not allowed back in the fold?

 

The elevator opened and they approached in tense silence the familiar gray doors at the end of the Section One wing.  Prepared to staunchly defend his friend for acts forced upon Illya in defending him, Solo steeled himself as they stepped into Waverly’s office.  A stern countenance met them from Waverly’s elderly, wrinkled face.  Sitting behind his desk, he watched them step in without a change of expression.  Lisa Rogers stood nearby, her face a study silent disapproval. 

 

“Welcome back, Mr. Solo.”

 

“Thank you, sir.”

 

Waverly stared at Kuryakin.  “And you, Mr. Kuryakin.  Please, be seated.”

 

The agent’s complied and the superior stared at them; disconcerting, wordless, for several moments.

 

“There should be no need to expound on the dangers of agent’s taking matters into their own hands.  You both have heard that precept many times,” he huffed with irritation, staring daggers at both of them.  “We are an organization fighting anarchy, not inciting it, Mr. Kuryakin.  You know better than to secret away an agent who could be a danger to himself and this agency.”

 

“He was trying to help --“

 

“I am well aware of his intentions, motivations and sympathies, Mr. Solo.  You have both displayed more than enough with such behavior for far too long.”

 

“Illya shouldn’t be punished --“

 

“Mr. Solo, I am aware you are still recovering from your exposure to the amnesia drug.  Nevertheless, I trust you have not forgotten that I am your superior.”

 

“No sir.”

 

“Very well.  You, Mr. Solo, will be evaluated by the Medical section for the next month. Then your status as a field agent will be reviewed.”

 

About to protest, Solo noted the foreboding look on the older man’s face and swallowed his protest.  There was a tactical time and place to fight and this was a time to wait and obey.  That might change in a month’s time, but for now it was smart to comply.  “Yes sir.”

 

“Mr. Kuryakin, you will be on disciplinary suspension for four weeks until this entire matter is evaluated.”

 

Obviously learning from his partner’s outbursts, the Russian offered a curt nod.  “Yes sir.”

 

“Thanks to you, Mr. Kuryakin, Section Five is not only readjusting with new heads of staff, it is reevaluating the computer security.  No doubt you will be hearing from them.”

 

“No doubt.”

 

“And Section Six is waiting for you, Mr. Solo.”

 

Napoleon released an audible groan.

 

“THRUSH and general international crimes move on, gentlemen.  You have duties that will require your attention by the end of the month.  That will be all.”

 

As the automatic door closed behind hind them, the partners exchanged a brief look of relief, then both smiled.  They had gotten off far easier than expected. 

 

 

***

 

 

Aware his partner was staring at him, Napoleon strove to not fidget and outwardly display the disquiet he felt.  Not at the current situation -- but -- yes -- at the current irritating stalemate.  Always before, down time in the company of his partner was frequent and spent in companionable accord.  Now, it was not that they had run out of things to say, but run out of constructive purpose.

 

In the back of his confused and still mending mind, Solo was aware of black spots in his memory and reactions -- the way he responded and thought.  It was a good reason for UNCLE’s medical psych staff to consider him unfit for duty still.  After just one week of being back in NY and sidelined, he was frustrated with the lack of action and the inability to be at the top of his form again.  What if he could not return to complete recovery?  Illya continually assured he could and would, but the American was skeptical.

 

That Illya was taking the suspension well (better than expected for a brooding agent who thrived on action) was an asset, but still, it irked him that it was necessary.  Kuryakin was saving his life by killing the conspirators who were out to destroy him, including Warner.  The rescue was appreciated, especially the clever ruse of the elaborate deception of hiding him in Idaho until he literally returned to his senses.  Each of them had taken far worse for their partner in crisis times, but Napoleon still didn’t like being responsible for dreaded boredom and inactivity being thrust upon the Russian.

 

“I want to apologize.”

 

He turned, not at all surprised to see Illya staring at him, as if anticipating his mood, words and actions.

 

“I wish to apologize also,” Kuryakin replied almost instantly.

 

“What do you have to apologize for?”

 

“You first.”

 

Frowning at the word play, judging his friend’s mood to be enigmatic and contrary, Solo sighed and gave a slight nod.  He moved from the window he had been staring out of, to sit on the arm of Illya’s sofa.  The one-bedroom apartment was sparsely furnished, but homey; quaint, unostentatious and yet comfortably livable.  And, with the two of them living here temporarily, a little on the small side.

 

“Your suspension.  Waverly shouldn’t punish you for saving me.”

 

“No.”  There was almost a hint of a wry smile on the lips, but the blue eyes definitely shone with a sparkle of droll humor.  “If I was punished for that on every assignment, I would be regularly unemployed.”  With exceptional timing, he waited for Solo’s frown at the barb, then continued.  “I agree, the fault is not mine.  But rogue agents cannot be allowed to go without reprimand.”

 

“So why were you going to apologize?”

 

A bit sheepishly, Illya gestured around them.  “I am to blame that you no longer have a home.”

 

The few possessions that were personal belongings of Solo’s were kept in boxes in Kuryakin’s closet after Napoleon was believed dead.  The apartment upstairs could not have been kept, of course, the rent was too high for that kind of extravagant gesture, and Solo had not expected that from the Russian.  It did not seem a lack of faith to him, but just practical -- something intrinsic in the nature of Kuryakin.

 

“No hard feelings,” he smiled.  “It’s just a little cramped in here.  I could go to a hotel, you know.  I have all that back pay coming to me.” 

 

“Yes.  But I appreciate that you are here.”

 

There had been too much aloneness.  The mental, physical separation, dread and unknown surrounding them for too long was now over.  Solo accepted Illya’s kind invitation to stay here, knowing beneath the simple offer was a wealth of emotional reasoning.  They needed to share in the recovery together since they had separately experienced the trauma of the last months. 

 

Solo frowned, looking around the apartment that was as familiar as his own.  As his old one, he reminded wryly.  “It’s just a little -- small.  And there’s not much to do.”  He didn’t mention that he was still recovering his energy -- mental and physical -- from the ordeal of the drugs.  “But I appreciate you letting me stay.”

 

“I WAS the one who gave up the lease on your place,” Illya admitted ruefully.  “Unfortunate the new apartment upstairs will not be available for another month.”

 

“We’ll just be patient.”

 

“You could, of course, fall on the mercy of any number of women at HQ who would be happy to give you a temporary home.”

 

Napoleon scoffed.  “Thanks.  I’ve had enough of being a kept man.  And I‘m not too trusting of our colleagues these days.”

 

“Reasonable,” Kuryakin admitted. 

 

Thoughtfully, he studied him and Solo could see the mental wheels clicking away with inspiration.

 

“We could just get away,” Illya almost smiled. 

 

Hoping a good idea was on the horizon -- knowing from the expression the Russian was very well pleased with his own brilliance, he responded optimistically.  “I trust in your judgment, tovarich.  Warning -- I have had enough of rolling grass lawns, chirping birds and basket weavers.  And fishing.”

 

Illya nodded.  “I am still on suspension for two weeks.  You have accrued considerable back pay. Too bad,” he sighed, “you are still undergoing evaluations.”

 

“But they wouldn’t miss me if I called in sick, right?  And where better to recover than . . . .” he held out his hand in a gesture for his partner to fill in the blank.

 

“I am thinking a sunny beach somewhere.  No basket weavers in sight.  No fishing.”

 

Napoleon laughed.  “I have always loved your clever mind, Mr. K..”  He stood, feeling energized that they had a direction, a purpose, a change that could delineate the past from the future.  A memory-line separating what they had endured.  Preparing them for a better time to come when they returned.  “Lots of sun and bikinis and tropical drinks.”

 

“I think we should pack.”

 

“That won’t take long since I don’t own much anymore.”

 

Illya passed him with a shake of his head as he headed for his room.  “You would think an international organization would be more expedient with reparation when they make mistakes like declaring people dead prematurely.”

 

“An international bureaucracy means worse red tape than usual.”

 

Solo leaned in the doorway as he watched Kuryakin fill a suitcase.  He liked this spontaneous idea of just packing up and leaving -- heading for somewhere different and bright and removed from the lingering pain of the past.

 

“Don’t embarrass me on the sand, Illya.  Please pack something besides black turtlenecks.”  Solo twisted his ring absently.

 

“I KNOW how to dress for the beach.”  Pausing in his activity, Kuryakin studied his partner for a moment before thoughtfully commenting, “Thank you,”

 

“For?”

 

“Coming back.”

 

The deep emotion in the blue eyes said it all -- the receding, but still lingering fears, the wandering/lost soul reclaimed.  They were reflections of his own feelings -- lost in a long night of confusion and pain and knowing there was one light out in the night to bring him home -- that he could rely on and trust.  “Thank you for coming after me.”

 

“Always.  We are soul connected, remember?”

 

A solemn oath.  A solid trust. 

 

Certain knowledge.  “Yes.  I do remember that.”

 

An assured faith that no matter what darkness surrounded them, they would never lose each other.

 

 

THE END